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*Trigger Warning ⚠️ mentions of rape*
Ash POV
I was on a bed, being pinned down by a big dark shadow like figure. I couldn't move. Couldn't talk. Couldn't scream. I could barely even breathe. It felt like I was being suffocated. "What a good boy." I hear as the dark figure gets closer to my face. It's voice sounded deep and demonic. "Staying all nice and quiet for daddy." I wanted to scream...so very badly. The figure became clear and it was Dino's face I saw looking down on me with bullet wounds through his chest. I felt my pants being unzipped and my member being palmed as I was still stuck to the bed. "You will always be daddy's little boy won't you Lynx?"
Shit shit shit shit shit!
I woke up with a dry mouth unable to think. Though I was awake now, I was still stuck to the bed. My body not moving out of pure fear. My mind begging silently for some kind of comfort.
Eiji POV
After Max opened the door for me I asked him if he had seen Ash.
"He's sleeping right now," Max said. "It's best not to disturb him."
But I know how Ash gets. If he's had one of his emotional episodes. He's most likely going to have nightmares and flashbacks for at least a week. I just wanted to check on him so I can make sure he's not going to accidentally hurt himself by banging his head against the bedpost or something like that. He's actually fallen out if the bed once during on of his nightmares.
That boy is always trying to run away from something. He doesn't even have the pleasure of escaping reality through sleep anymore.
I head down the hall towards Max's bedroom where Ash is. I open the door slightly so I don't wake Ash if he is sleeping peacefully.
But he wasn't.
Ash was breathing very heavy, almost wheezing. He was sweating and his eyes were wide open staring up at the ceiling.
Even with the intensity of the atmosphere, his body lays still and that's what scared me the most.
I rushed in, sitting Ash up as I tightly hugged him until he calmed down. His eyes were still blank, staring past me onto the wall.
God I hated this. How much pain can one person take before they collapse.
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A little bit of a shorter chapter but it was released early so I hope that makes up for it😓
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