What will happen to me now that I lost my purpose in life. What's gonna happen now that everyone I lived for seems to have ignored me. What's gonna happen when someone finds my dark secret. What's gonna happen when I die. What's gonna happen when I can't find a way out. What's gonna happen to everyone around me if they find out I'm dead. What will they think of me? My thoughts are coming back...
"I told you to tie that noose!"
"You should have taken those pills."
"No one will remember you."
"You can't find happiness! Happiness is for people who forget the past. You don't forget, so you don't deserve happiness."
"Nothing will make you happy, you know this."The list could go on and on. G'night sadness.
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The times I stayed up til 1:00 am
Non-FictionMy life did go to shit. Triggers: My life depression has mentions of suicidal thought, cutting, and other things related to death. It's also cringe 2018 teen stuff. If you don't like these topics, don't read this book of my experience with depressio...