Last chapter created:May 24th, 2019.
Current day chapter: June 2nd, 2019. Pride month.So, I haven't resorted to cutting in a few weeks. My last wound was healed I think about 2-3 weeks ago, maybe four. The urge has been lingering every so often, only if I think I can't handle the urge anymore. I'd still try to keep away from it.
This world is getting worse, but is slowly looking up. It gets shot down everytime I think or if I do something wrong. I'm working on getting better. But my real question is, when will I fall? In every way, I mean. When will I fall in love again, when will I physically fall in some kind of pain, when will I mentally fall. All of them for at least for second time.
Will I fall again? When will I fly after another fall?
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The times I stayed up til 1:00 am
No FicciónMy life did go to shit. Triggers: My life depression has mentions of suicidal thought, cutting, and other things related to death. It's also cringe 2018 teen stuff. If you don't like these topics, don't read this book of my experience with depressio...