Oh (oh) my (my) heart (heart)
No rest tonightInsomnia
Eyes (eyes) wide (wide) shut (shut)
Shut out the lightIsolation
Put me through hell again
I miss the fireBurning cuts
Let's burn the other end
With no end in sightContinuing with no hope
Come on break me down
I'll let you ruin my dayThoughts of suicide
Flow through my veins
I need a fix
Bitter and sickTaking more pills than needed
Say (say) you (you) know (know)
Try to pretendPut on a fake smile
One (one) more (more) time (time)
Try it againConvince them your okay
Your fingers 'round my neck
Just how I likeStruggling to stay alive
Make me a mess again
Do it tonightOverwhelming thoughts
Come on and break me down
I'll let you ruin my dayOblivious
Flow through my veins
I need a fix
Bitter and sickTry to trip and break
Come on and break me down
I'll let you ruin my dayI cry too much
Flow through my veins
I need a fix
Bitter and sickI'll try and fall
Bitter and sicker than
Love, love, loveI'm falling
Sicker than
Love, love, loveI'm drowning
Sicker than
Love, love, loveI fell and I drowned
Sicker than
LoveIt'll be my end
Come on and break me down
I'll let you ruin my dayI'm gone
Flow through my veins
I need a fix
Bitter and sick
Bitter and sickI'm fine...
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The times I stayed up til 1:00 am
Non-FictionMy life did go to shit. Triggers: My life depression has mentions of suicidal thought, cutting, and other things related to death. It's also cringe 2018 teen stuff. If you don't like these topics, don't read this book of my experience with depressio...