Used |nct haechan x reader|

18 ~ Here

Jisoo was standing there and she was completely soaked from the rain. She was slightly shivering and she was clearly crying. You felt you heart ache and you gently grabbed her hand to lead her inside the apartment.

"jisoo, how did you know where we lived" you questioned.

"r-renjun told me, I b-begged him" jisoo said while her teeth chattered. She was probably freezing. "I-I need to talk to y-you y/n" you quickly held her hand.

"okay I'll listen jisoo but you're going to freeze to death so let's get you some dry clothes first" you said while she continued crying but nodded her head.

Jisoo came out of the bathroom after she had changed into the clothes you lent her. You told her to follow you to your room so you two could talk, you closed the door and sat down on the bed.

Jisoo had puffy eyes, probably from crying so much but she quickly began speaking "h-haechan did confessed to me, it was a couple days before mark had introduced you to the group but I rejected him. Then he seemed so happy hanging out with you" she said. You nodded your head letting her know you were listening.

"I know what haechan did was wrong... I-I knew about his whole jealousy plan" you felt your heart shatter and you wanted to yell out of frustration but you noticed jisoo still looked like she wanted to talk and you nodded your head again trying to push away your anger to listen to her

"He texted me after you and mark had your fight, he told be about his plan. I was angry at him but then he texted me something else, he said he was wrong for making the plan in the first place and that..... that he was falling for you" she paused and your heart began beating like crazy. It couldn't be, this had to be some joke.

"Then overtime he would often talked about you to me, and he texted me one day that he loved you. I could tell he meant it since he kept repeating it after he realized what he sent. I know you hate m-me" jisoo sniffed and her eyes filled with tears and you quickly held her hands.

Yes, you were mad but if what she was saying is true then you shouldn't be...or should you

You don't know, you were so confused.

However, you knew one thing for sure, you definitely did not hate jisoo, you could never. "jisoo, I don't hate you" you whispered out while gently squeezing her hands.

"I want to apologize but I also need you to believe me, haechan loves you. I know he was stupid and had bad intentions at the start but he really loves you y/n. I've been checking up on him, which is one of the reasons that I didn't really get to come to fully apologize but also because no one would tell me where you lived. I had to beg renjun for two weeks straight" jisoo chuckled lightly and you couldn't help but laugh as well.

"but this isn't about me. Please y/n just go see him at least or something. He waits for you at the park bench all the time, I've seen him just sit there for hours. Please just consider it" jisoo pleaded while she handed you her phone. It was the text messages between her and haechan.

Haechan: y/n is so cute I want to cry 😭💗

Jisoo: Omg haechan

Haechan: y/n is so sweet, caring, and ugh I just can't handle it. She even made a nickname for me and my heart is pounding so fast. she called me 'hyuckie' 🥰 I think I'm falling for her.

You looked up at jisoo while tears formed in your eyes, it was definitely haechans number and these messages were definitely sent on the day you had first made your nickname for haechan. She gently took her phone back and scrolled down, then she handed it back to you. It was text messages from a week before haechan had confessed to you.

Haechan: I seriously don't know how to describe how I feel about y/n. I just want to be with her all the time. I think I'm in love.

Haechan: shit.....yeah I love y/n

Haechan: I love y/n

Jisoo: aww haechan I'm so happy for you

You looked up at jisoo and you desperately tried to blink back your tears. "I-I.. what am I supposed to do knowing this" you croaked out.

"I convinced you to confess because I was hoping you felt the same about haechan and you did" jisoo had tears in her eyes.

"yeah but he still befriended me in the beginning just to use me so he could get to you" you yelled as your tears finally fell down your face.

"I know y/n, he was stupid in the beginning but he clearly fell in love" jisoo said in a soft tone. You felt dizzy from all this new information.

A part of you wanted to run to haechan after seeing the texts while another part of you wanted to just scream at him since you finally one hundred percent confirmed that he was using you at the start.

"I'll let you think, I-I just needed you to know the full story" jisoo said while she got up. "oh the clothes-" you quickly interrupted her "It's fine, just keep them" you croaked out as you continued crying. You heard your door close and you knew you needed to talk to someone else.

You had ran past jaemin and jungwoo crying but manged to speak out "I'll explain later I promise" so they let you go. You got on your shoes before you stepped outside, you were relieved that it stopped raining and you began running to your destination.

You currently stood at a familiar door.

You knocked and waited, "y/n what are- why are you crying" renjun asked in surprise but you walked past him "JENO GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE". You heard a thud sounding like someone fell and you heard someone groan out a small 'ow'. Then you watched as jeno rushed into the living room.

"what is going on" he question panicked.

Your tears kept falling but you aggressively kept wiping them away "d-did haechan ever tell you how he felt about me" you asked, then jeno sighed.

"I didn't want to bring it up since I didn't know if you wanted to talk about him" jeno whispered but you simply gave him a fierce look begging him to tell you.

"After your fight with mark haechan and I hardly talked, but I was aware of his plan. At the amusement park I realized why he had started dating you, I knew he went to far. He was messing with your feelings so that was why I confronted him that day, which you probably already know because you heard us yelling"

Jeno sighed and sat down on the couch, you and renjun followed. "After you ran I yelled at him, but then he said something that completely threw me off... he said he loved you" your heart ached, there it was again. Haechan loved you but he also used you.

You looked up at jeno "I-I don't know if he was telling the truth but he looked so serious y/n and he was crying" jeno explained. You were so conflicted so you told both of them about the messages jisoo had shown you. Renjun and jeno listened carefully, after you were done renjun spoke "y/n what are you going to do" he asked softly.

Then you completely broke down "I-I don't know, he really h-hurt me" you cried out. Renjun quickly hugged you. "b-but he said he loves me I'm so confused I don't know what to do. I want to go to him but I also never want to see him again" you cried out.

Renjun gently pulled away from the hug and looked you straight in the eyes "he did hurt you y/n you have every right to never want to see him again." he sighed but he continued "from my perspective you have those exact two choices. You can go to him, I have a feeling you know where he is, or you can go back home and try to move on. It's up to you y/n" renjun finished.

You felt your heart sting while you continued to cry "I-I know what I have to do" you stuttered out.

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After your talk with renjun and jeno you left for your next destination, you were tired from running but you pushed your legs further.

That was how you ended up here.