It takes more than time||sally face x travis Phelps (FINISHED) (done editing)

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As I tuck willow in her bed and rub her back to help her fall asleep. "Will daddy be okay?" She asked, looking back at me. "Yes he's okay he's just a bit sad is all." "Oh,well I hope daddy feels better." "He will just....he just needs some time." I tell her patting her back some more. "Okay missy do you need the nightlight on or do you need it off."
"On please." She says "okay I'll leave it on,good night missy." "Goodnight papa,love you." "Love you too" I go to the room and change into something to sleep in, I get into bed right behind Sal. I pull him closer to my body.

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"Good morning sleepy head." I say to sal as I make him and everyone else food. "G'morning." He says rubbing his eyes (eyes or eye?) "how are you feeling?" I ask "a small bit better." He says I feel his small arms wrap around my waist, he rests his head on my back. We stay like this until I finish making breakfast.
We all finished eating,me and Sal went to get gizmo from the vet as I parked the car sal almost tripped trying to get out of the car. "Sal slow down your gonna get hurt your legs are too short to go so fast." He stops and turns around really fast and playfully hits my arm.
We get back in the car and head back home. Sal won't put gizmo down and I'm getting kind of worried. "Sal you know he can walk on his own." "I know I'm just, I don't want him to leave my side." "He's not going to leave,okay" "okay" he puts down gizmo and gizmo walks away like nothing happened. "Okay I have to head off to the office. I'll see you later  for dinner. I love you and see you in a bit." I say giving him a quick kiss on the lips,"love you too be safe." 
"Will do, bye willow be nice for daddy he's having a hard time and don't be mean to your new sister and brother when they get here." "I make no promises." She says with a smile. "Tell me what you did at school when I get home." Okay papa....WAIT you forgot my hug." I give her a quick hug and a kiss on the top of her head. "And one more thing you're not wearing your work clothes." She says I look down "fuck I'm going to be late." I change into my work clothes and get into my car.
As I'm going down the highway I start to think about all the work I have to make up for. I think on how stressed Sal must be and how much of a hand full three kids will be at least he won't be alone alone to do it. And just on time a car stops suddenly and I stop just in time not to hit it then a car rams into the back of mine squishing my car right in the middle of both cars.
Sal's POV 
I get Willow dressed for school and walk her down the frosted side walk. She walks into the school and I start walking back home. Once I got home I took a nice warm bath and put my phone on silent. I ended up falling asleep in the tub. I suddenly wake up to ash yelling at her dog about something. I get out of the bathroom and make my way into my bedroom looking at my alarm clock seeing it's only 10am.
I set an alarm for 2pm and put on some boxers and one of Travis's loose T-shirts smells just like him. I lay back down and fall asleep within seconds. I wake up to the alarm and turn it off and get up. I go into the living room to see Ash watching the news. I see that there has been a crash and it looks like it was on the highway, I take more interest and keep watching.
"Hey that car kinda looks familiar." Ash says. I take a better look at the crash and see that the car looks just like Travis. "That car looks just like Travis's." I start to panic. Ash looks at me “it's not him look I'll even call him." She gets out her phone and starts the call with Travis. We wait for him to pick up and once it goes to voicemail I start to panic more and more. I run up to my room snatching my phone off the nightstand and call him.
He doesn't answer. I call again and he still doesn't answer. I do this a thousand times and he still doesn't answer. I do it one last time hoping he does. But he doesn't. I continue to go in panic mode and run to my dresser and look through all the dresser doors till I find the pill bottle I was looking for.
I take two pills hoping it would do its job to calm me down but it's not working. I sit with my legs under me and try to calm myself down. "Why is nothing working I yell to myself." I start to scratch my thighs making them bleed a little bit from me doing so I move my right hand to my left forearm and start to scratch there too. I then move my hands to my neck and keep scratching. 
My room door opens but I don't look up I just keep scratching, "Sal stop scratching." I heard my father's voice boom through the room. "Sal stop." He repeats himself grabbing my hands. "SAL STOP IT YOU'RE HURTING YOURSELF." I couldn't help it. I just started sobbing right then and there. 
"Ash told me what happens he'll be ok the hospital will call to tell you when to come. "THE LAST TIME YOU TOLD ME THAT WAS WHEN MOM WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND WHERE IS SHE NOW." "Sal-." "NO,NO SAL I............I don't want him to leave everything was going so good Why mess it all up now please tell me why I can't have a good life without someone leaving me.....tell me what I did so wrong I've done everything by the book I haven't done anything wrong,I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THE WORLD HATES ME WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?, I just want to wake up and this be a nightmare." I say crying into my dad's shoulder. "Sal you can't be mad at the world, this is just another obstacle that is leading to one of the greatest achievements in life, god is just testing to see how much you can Handle this will all work out just you wait and see." "What if he-." "There are no what ifs Travis will pull through and be better than before he will bounce back to himself just like that you just have to be patient, I promise everything will be just fine now take a small nap I'll get willow from school and then we can go see Travis then after that I'll watch willow so you can have some free time, okay?" I say nothing, just shake my head yes.
After I clean up the rather deep cuts on my thighs neck and arms and wrap them up I get back into the bed and lay down hoping to just get up to see my fiancé next to me sleeping,but like all my wishes it was crushed.
(Guess what chicken butt that's what, hope I gave y'all feels I got a bit just writing it, don't hate me,have a good day lads and ladies and nonbinary babys.  I'll see you in fanfic world wish love peace my lovely dudes )
(i have no idea how panic attacks work all i know is that this is things i've witnessed so don't get mad at me kake)