A Little Piece of Heaven

Me And You Now

.:Nikki's POV:.

"Jimmy! Stop!" I whined as he kept spinning the chair I was sitting on. "I'm already not feeling well."

"Rev, take it easy." Brian ordered from across the island, his voice firm and demanding.

"Awe. You're no fun." Jimmy pouted. "SHORT SHIT!" He yelled, chasing Johnny through the house.

"Thanks." I mumbled, keeping my eyes on the water bottle in front of me.

"You feeling okay?" Brian asked, walking over to me.

I nodded. "Yeah. Peachy."

"I'm home!" Diana called out, closing the door behind her.

Bella went running towards Diana as she entered the kitchen where we all were, deciding what to order. Matt smiled as he walked over to her, pulling her into his arms for a kiss.

I  had to look away.

I was jealous of their happiness.

I had that at one point but then it got all fucked up.

My eyes met with his brown ones that were already staring at me, his eyebrow raised. I frowned up at him, tears welling up in my eyes. Seeing this just made him grow upset, a frown appearing on his thin lips.

"Nikki? You okay?" Diana's voice rang in my ears.

I tore my eyes away from Brian's to look at her, she frowned.

Worried over my sudden mood change.

I nodded, giggling as I wiped the tears that fell away.

"Yeah, sorry about that. I don't know what got into me." I told her.

Her eyes glanced between Brian and I, slowly nodding. "You know, you can always talk to me. I'm here for you."

I smiled as I got up to hug her. "Thanks. I know you are, but nothing's wrong. I promise."

I didn't quite lie to her.

I mean, nothing was wrong. I was just possibly pregnant with an asshole's baby.

She hugged back. "Okay. But please, don't be afraid to tell me anything." Her eyes went between me and Brian again.

"I'm hungry!" Zacky whined, opening the fridge for the 40th time then closing it.

"Let's just order some pizzas." Brian called out, grabbing the menus.

My mouth watered at that.

"Mmm. I could go for some anchovie and pineapple pizza.. Ooh! With some garlic salt. Yum!" I smiled.

My smile faultered when I took in everyone's expressions of pure disgust.

Well, except for Jimmy. He bursted into laughter at my craving.

I rubbed my arm, blushing.

"What? It's what I want.." I mumbled.

Matt gave me a weird look. His lips pouting and his eyebrows furrowing, his deep thought face. I watched as his eyes traced the length of my body, his eyes stopping on my stomach. My heart raced as his eyes stayed there, his head tilting slightly.

I sucked in my stomach so he won't notice my tiny little bump.

"You have sick taste." Johnny gagged.

Brian smacked him upside the head. "Shut up, Short Shit."

"Hey, Nikki?" Matt's voice began, but softly.