A Little Piece of Heaven

Not Meant To Be

.:Nikki's POV:.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I growled.

Michelle scoffed, flipping her blonde hair over her shoulder.

"I should be asking you that." She rolled her eyes. "Last I checked this was Brian's house, not yours."

I put Pinkly down and crossed my arms. "What if it is? Maybe all the dye went to your head and made you think this was Brian's house?"

She giggled, shaking her head. "You got to be kidding me. Look, I'm here to visit my boyfriend. He texted me to come over tonight so mind telling me where he is?"

My eyes widened. "Your boyfriend? Since when?"

She shrugged. "Since yesterday. He just up and texted me and asked me to be his again. Of course I agreed and then we made the most amazing love in his bed." She smiled.

I felt sick to my stomach.

And not because of the baby.

But the mere fact that I had sex with Brian in his bed, where just the other day he had done the same thing with Michelle. Her naked body where mine was just not too long ago.

The world around me swirled.

"Are you okay?" Diana asked worriedly, appearing at my side.

I gripped the doorframe to keep me from falling.

I nodded. "I'm fine."

Diana glared at Michelle. "The fuck are you doing here? Get lost."

Michelle glared back. "Watch who you're talking to, bitch." She growled then sighed. "I'll be back. And when I come back, you two better be gone. Unless you want to hear us tonight." She smiled, walking back to her car.

"Yeah, go on and leave. Go catch a fucking disease, fucking rat." Diana yelled, slamming the door shut.

I stumbled my way over to the sofa, putting my head between my knees as I focused on breathing correctly.

Was this all a lie?

Every touch... Every kiss... Every time he told me he loved me... A lie?

"Nikki! Nikki, what's wrong?" Diana freaked, rubbing my back. "What did that bitch say to you?"

I didn't realize I was crying until I felt a few drops on my hands then Diana wiping them away.

"He lied to me..." I sobbed. "He's dating her again. They're back together!"

"What?!" Diana yelled.

I nodded, sniffing. "Give me my phone. Please?"

"Where is it?" Diana glared, her eyes dark with rage.

I pointed a shaky hand towards my purse. She dug through my purse and handed me my phone. Searching through my contacts for Brian's name, once finding it I called him. It rung three times before he answered.

"Hey, baby." He greeted happily, his voice silked with love.

Sorry. False love.

"Get. Home. NOW!" I growled, snapping my phone shut.

"I guess you two will want to be alone when he gets home?" Diana asked softly.

I nodded. "Please?"

She kissed my cheek. "Of course. I'll be up in the guest room."

With that said, she headed up the stairs and closed the bedroom door shut.

I sighed heavily as I cradled my head, tears falling down my face.

Again I was played by him.

Not only was my heart being broken, but our child as well.

Yesterday they hooked back up. That means they got back together after the fight Brian and I had.

Pinkly barking and the front door shutting caught my attention, I raised my head to see Brian standing by the front door. He kneeled down to greet the small maltese before looking up at me, frowning.

"Baby, what's wrong?" He asked, walking over to me and kneeling before me. "What happened?" His hands rubbed my thighs.

I glared, shoving his hands off me. "Don't touch me, Haner!" I growled. "I know where those hands have been. They were on her!" I cried.

Brian gave me a puzzled look. "What are you talking about? On who?"

"Michelle!" I yelled at him. "You two are back together. She told me herself."

Brian's eyes widened. "Babe, we're not back together. I love you."

I scoffed. "Then give me your phone." I held my hand out.

Brian raised an eyebrow. "Why?"

I sighed. "Just give it to me, Brian. She said you texted her and I know you never delete your messages. So, let's see if she's lying or not."

Brian shook his head. "No. I'm not letting you read my messages."

"Why? Because you did ask her back out yesterday? Because you did have sex with her yesterday? Or are there other girls too?"

He glared. "Fine! Here!" He shoved his phone in my hand. "Go and read my messages. I don't fucking care."

So I did what he said. I unlocked his phone and went through his messages. There were some to Michelle, I clicked on those.

"Hey Chelly baby :) I miss you wanna come over tonight?" He had texted her.

"Sure thing! Want me to bring over anything?" She texted him.

"Just bring that fine ass of yours over. That's all we'll need tonight anyway ;)" He texted back.

That was all I had to read. I couldn't read any more.

I shoved the phone back in his hand, glaring at him as silent tears fell down my face.

"I can't believe you." I shook my head. "I gave you my heart. I gave you a child." I whispered, walking away from him. "I hope you're fucking happy with her. We're done."

I went for the door and threw it open, stomping outside into the cold night air.

"Where the fuck do you think you're going?" Brian asked, grabbing my arm.

"Away from you." I spat. "I don't stay around liars."

Brian's hand on me tightened. "It's fucking cold out and about to rain. You're not going anywhere. You and the baby will get sick."

I glared up at him. "Let go of me. I'll stay the night but I'm gone in the morning. Don't talk to me or look at me. Only talk to me if it deals with the baby." I stomped back into his house.

"Nikki! Come back here this instant!" Brian yelled from down the stairs.

"Get fucked!" I yelled back down to him. "I'm sure Michelle would love to help you with that!" I slammed the guest room door shut.

Diana hugged me tightly as I cried into her neck.

I was alone once again.

Just me and a baby.

Brian and I could never stay together for very long, we were total opposites.

Though everyone swore we were meant to be, that they couldn't think of two better people for each other.

They were far from right about him and I.

Maybe we just weren't meant to be?