Baddest in town

Chapter 68

"Where he at?" I ask LiAngelo without any emotions.

"Ion know.. He-" Just when he wants to answer my question someone enters the house very loudly and guess who that is.

"Now wait a minute be-" I shove LiAngelo out of the way and run out of my room.

I almost fall right on my ass while running down the stairs but I make it, LaMelo is walking to the balcony and I run up to him.

"AYE CHEATING ASS NIGGA" I yell causing him to turn around with a shocked expression.

The loser probably thought I wouldn't find out.

"I-Wha- What are you talkin bout?" He asks stuttering like fucking retard.

I push him with all my force causing him to stumble backwards.

"You know damn well what I'm talkin bout you asshole, no need to lie. I saw it, hell prolly half the world saw it!" I shout at him.

"I- I'm sorry" He looks down at the ground.

"You think a sorry is gonna make this all good?! IS THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY?" I say pushing him again.

I am raging right now.

"No! Ion know why I went to see her, she just got a new number and started texting me again saying she wanted to apologize in person and I- I believed her.. When I went over to her house she was there with a friend and at first we was just talking but after some time she started seducing me and I just couldn't control myself, Ion know why I let her do that shit to me" LaMelo explains.

I let out a sarcastic laugh.

"Unbelievable, YOU are unbelievable. 'I just couldn't control myself' you are a sorry fucking excuse for a guy, and for me to actually sit here and think you liked me enough to never hurt me" I shake my head while looking at him.

"I do like you! Ion like Aniyah, she just got into my head, Ion want her ass! Baby please believe me, I only want you" LaMelo rattled while grabbing my hand.

"How am I suppose to believe you when this is the second fucking time you did me dirty? I gave you my all while you just did me wrong all the damn time, do you even believe yourself?" I raise my eyebrow.

He just looks at our hands and plays with my acrylic nail, I snatch my hand away from his.

"Ion know what hurts me more, the fact that you cheated or the fact that you cheated on me with the one girl that I was friends with and then turned on me like that" I shake my head.

"Cherray I'm really sorry! But I do like you, if I didn't I wouldn't have done all the shit I did for you" LaMelo says making me laugh with sarcasm.

"I didn't ask for SHIT, I only wanted yo love and affection but apparently that's already to much to ask from an asshole like you" I say

"Man you can't say Ion like you when I'm the one who always showed you off to the world and gave you everything you wanted" LaMelo says.

"If you really like me and then hurt me like you did, that's even worse" I shake my head while looking away from him.

"Ion wanna lose you, I wasn't thinking straight. I made a mistake and I know it but don't leave me!" He begs me.

"Oh don't worry, I made a mistake too. You treated me like shit and I let you do it" I say quietly.

"Treated you like shit? Okay I admit I fucked up a few times and did shit I wasn't supposed to be doing, but I never treated you like shit and yo ass knows it!" LaMelo defends himself making me frown.

"What? You treated my like shit when you defended Desiré instead of me when she clearly wanted to get under my skin! You treated me like shit when I hung out with Demarcus AS FRIENDS, just cuz you got jealous! And you treated me like shit when you decided to cheat on me with Aniyah!" I shout in his face.

"You bugging man, I ain't treat you like shit a day my life. I made mistakes just like every other person in this world does, cuz guess what Cherray? Nobody's perfect" LaMelo says with an annoyed expression.

"You serious right now? You're really acting like a retard, yes every person in this world makes mistakes but this ain't a mistake. Cheating is choice LaMelo, you had the choice to go to her and do whatever the fuck you did or go somewhere else and be loyal. Nobody told you to do it" I say, pointing at him.

At this point I just wanna go to bed and cry myself to sleep, I started this conversation wanting to sock him in the face but I'm not even mad like that anymore. I'm just so fucking disappointed in him. I really thought he had my back and that he was there for me whenever I needed him, that he would never do me like this yet he did.

"I just wanna know what you did with her" I look up at him.

He stared at the ground not daring to look me in the eye, that's what made it clear. Apparently everything I did for him wasn't enough to satisfy him, maybe I'm just not good enough or maybe he just never really liked me. I don't know but what I do know is that he broke my heart, if there's even something left to break.

"You fucked her huh?" My eyes become watery

"Yes, but I-" I put my hand up and shake my head.

"Ion wanna hear it no more LaMelo. I hope you enjoyed ya day, just know that I hate you and Ion wanna talk to you ever again" A tear rolls down my cheek as I turn around to leave.

I open the door and see LiAngelo, Anthony and the JBA boys standing there in the hall. I walk past them while wiping my tears away even though they keep on coming, and run upstairs to my room.

I close my door and lock it before taking off my clothes and throwing them on the ground, I walk to my closet and search for a oversized shirt. When I finally find one I put it on and walk to the bathroom to take off my make up, the second I look in the mirror I immediately start crying even more.

Am I not worthy of loving?

Do people even care about my feelings? Cuz they seem to have a habbit of hurting me.

What do I do with my life?

Will the heartache ever stop?

After taking my make up off and putting my hair in a bun I walk out of the bathroom and let myself fall on my bed, I get under the covers and just lie there crying my eyes out and rethinking everything I did in life.