DEMA controls me

You don't need to run

(A/N) Hi my lovelys, so there is mention of self harm and I have a TRIGGER WARNING to let you know when and when not to read. I appreciate you all and if you aren't in a good place, maybe don't read that paragraph. Kay Kay see you at the end of the chapter

"Wait, wh-what is your name?" You ask slowly. The bright blue-eyed girl smiles and says

"Jenna. My names Jenna."

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Jenna is really nice. You have gotten a little closer to her since your accident. You had to rest a lot, so you stayed in the clinic most of the time. You found out that you had a small concussion from hitting your head on a rock, and Jenna gave you these blue pills that helped with the pain. Tyler visited rarely but it seemed like a good thing to you, as Jenna ans him always got a little flirty. You're not exactly sure why that bothered you. You had no feelings for Tyler, you were certain. He may be gorgeous and sweet and funny but....um.....yeah not for you. Anyways, he didn't seem to care for you so why should you category him. Oh those thoughts and how they deceive you.

While you were in the "hospital" you did have a frequent visitor actually. The other handsome boy at the compound that you may have fallen for. His curly locks and beautiful brown eyes. They just melted your heart. The way he always listened to you and how he made you feel when you weren't at your best. He is strong and independent. Well, most of the time. Of course, Josh had him on a leash, but you might as well say that Jim was a one man show. Whether it was Josh or Jordan bringing him in, he visited everyday. AND HE WAS SUCH A GOOD BOY!! While you had the thing for the playful canine, you have also noticed that Josh is talking to you more than he does to Tyler. Personally you weren't a fan of this because of how Tyler might feel, but Josh kept you company and made you feel welcome here.

Today Jenna said that you might be able to go home today. Well, you'd be going to your tent, which was home. You were relieved to finally be able to leave after a while week and a half of being forced to stay in that small musty clinic. You did meet newer people though.

Jenna began packing some stuff up for you, as you still had a pretty wicked wound on your head that you needed to take care of. She gave you a week's worth of those blue pills and sent you on your way. Your new man, Jim, and his quite attractive owner were the first to greet you. Well. They were the only people there to greet you. Everyone else was busy. The beautiful duo walked you back to your combined tent, where you were met with your bags packed. You looked at Josh in confusion, but he looked as baffled as you. Tyler came stumbling in and gave you a look. Your heart ached as you didn't know why.

"Tyler, what is this?" Josh asked a little impatiently. I'm guessing the power couple didn't hit it off while you were in the clinic. In fact, they fought a lot, but that's their privacy and I won't tell you about that...yet.

"Well why does she need to be here?" Tyler responded and you recoiled at the harshness in his voice at "she". "This is our tent and has always been our tent. I have to share with that stupid dog already and there are plenty of other tents with FEMALES in them that she would fit in quite nicely." You were about to tear up. Why did he hate you all of a sudden. What happened to your happy, chipper boy that rescued you only a month ago.

"Tyler what the hell? Jim is a good boy so you can't argue with him, but (Y/N) has been with us since day one! She can stay here. It's never been a problem before." You cower down a little as the two bicker about you. Tyler gives Josh a mean stare and you can tell something bad is about to happen.

"Yeah well, she isn't welcome here. I shouldn't have helped her that day! She should just go back were she belongs. Nobody would care anyways." There it was. You never thought you would hear it from the only person that mattered to you. You already knew it, so why did it hurt so bad. Why did the truth hurt so bad?

You feel kind light headed as Josh gets angrier with Tyler. Josh starts screaming at Tyler but you don't hear a word he says. You've already grabbed your bags and stormed away. You keep walking and walking. Even after a couple people try to stop you. You can't hear anything. All you hear is Tyler's words. A girl with bright red hair tries to stop you, but you break into a run.

You reach the end of camp and throw your bags. All you do is run. You keep running. Running and running. You look down at your hands and see them turning black but you don't care. The only thing you cared about was Tyler. That's when all of your thoughts start streaming in. You can feel Tyler hugging you and laughing with you. All those kind words he had said to you. You finally realize you have loved Tyler all along. Of course you did. You liked him from the second he whispered "Sahlo Folina." You felt as if he was the only one for you. You guys just got each other. You hear distant yelling behind you and you just kept running. The boy you loved, the brunette male that you had fallen for, took your heart and ripped it into shreds.

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You started feeling out of breath and slowed down. You could still hear distant shouting but they were a ways off. You slid down a small hill and found a cave like area to rest in. As you sit down you notice a small pain in your ankle. You take off your shoe revealing a small knife that Tyler had given you for "safety." You open the green switch blade. The blade glitters in the sun light. You stare at your reflection in the blade. You watch as your neck starts to turn black. You watch as a single tear rolls down your emotionless cheek. "Nobody would care anyways." It keeps repeating in your mind. Nobody would care. Tyler knows. You know. So why is it a hard decision. You let your head fall to the wall behind you as another tear wets your cheek. The distant yelling is getting louder, but they won't make it. You move the blade up to your black smudged wrist. It's better this way. "Nobody would care anyways." Josh is so close. Almost there. You hear a yell close. It's belongs to Tyler. But it's too late. You don't hear a thing as the blurry silhouette makes his way towards you. Tears now flow like a river. Like a river of red.

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So uh sorry bout that lads. Heavy content, but I write like that when I'm feeling down ;*))))) I've been out of school for 2 weeks and no longer have my school laptop. Soo all of this is being brought to you by my kindle fire. It takes years to type but I'm trying my best!!