[The final game] {Oumasai}

Chapter 3 - Pressure

Our first Trigger Warning - Self harm
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Kokichi's PoV

Oh god. It's happening again. I stood up from the dining table, I could see shuichi's eyes instantly dart towards me. I don't have time for him now, this is his fault anyways.
I sprinted to the bathroom as fast as I could. Instantly hurling as soon as I reached the toilet bowl, yep. Right on cue, they were still there.

-Flashback-
"Hey so Kaito, are you ready?"
We were in the exisals bay. Where my perfect murder was about to be carried out.
"Y-yeah, sure" he mumbled
He lifted the crossbow up and aimed towards my arm, and shot
"KAITO!" We heard shuichi scream, I bit down on my bottom lip hard as the arrow plunged into my skin.
Me and Kaito looked at each other In fear,
my plan is going to fail. Because of him.
"KAITO CAN YOU HEAR US?" This time it was kiibo yelling for him, I could tell they were right around the corner
"Ouma you need to leave" he whispered.
My head was pounding, I was suffering. The arrow had sunk too deep, the pink liquid from my arm spilling at a decent pace onto the bathroom floor.
Shuichi's face suddenly pressed up against the glass pane; giving him a full view of us both.
Just as I passed out.

-End of flashback-

I laughed weakly.
"You should've just shot me through the heart Kaito" I wouldn't have had to suffer half as much as I do now.
I wiped my face on my sleeve and stumbled back to my room and whipped out a hidden blade from inside my uniform. I sat there gripping it tightly whilst the worlds round me spun, it would stop my emotional pain, even for just a minute.
I smiled at that thought, and cut swiftly along my upper-arm,
No I wasn't looking for attention,
No I didn't want to die.
I wanted to stop the forever internal pain from this disease.
A huge cut seeping with my glowing pink blood showed across my arm, only to have vines quickly rush out, along with a stem, which instantly blossomed into a gracious purple flower

I'd even dare to call it beautiful, if it wasn't growing out of my cut due to a one-sided love, that is.

Maki's PoV

We had all finished our meal, from then there was an awkward silence.

I decided to break it,
"Hey, shouldn't we go and buy clothes and food for later?" I suggested
They all looked at me
"Yeah, Maki-Roll's right! Let's go out!"
I sighed, I told him not to call me that..
We all nodded in agreement and where about to head out when-
"W-what about kokichi?" Shuichi mumbled, just load enough for us to hear,
"What about him." I glared at him,
kokichi.
Was not.
Coming with us.

"I-I-It's nothing-" shuichi dejectedly looked to the side
I thought so.

-Time skip-
"Hey, shouldn't we also sign up for a school whilst we're here?" Himiko chirped in.
I thought it over, I mean. We legally have to now right?
I looked over to her and nodded as we walked over

Kokichi's PoV (again :))

I had made a few more cuts, all ending in the same outcome. In the end I just flung myself into the bed and buried my face into a pillow, allowing all the held back tears burst from my eyes for first time in what seems like forever, I, kokichi ouma, ultimate supreme leader. Was going to literally die.

All for Shuichi Saihara.