"How Can I End This Suffer" [M.Yng.BTS]

The Horrible life he live in (1)

"A useless child will always be useless in our eyes"

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~Author P.O.V~

•~Years ago~•

it was cold and windy night in South Korea. Many people was still on the street or at there working place. Snow flakes falling from the sky making the streets have a pile of snow. Many trees was covered by the snow flakes.

Meanwhile at the side of Daegu. The Min Family who live at the poor side of Daegu is a tragic and a unhappy family. The Min Family was known for their curse of the 'voice'. The 'voice' was fond by the first person experienced it and the 'voice' who live in there head will make your life a living hell. The 'voice' will come to you (again) if you really need it.

The 'voice' is a voice that will command you to do anything that will suffer you badly for sure. But the 'voice' will be gone if you really didn't need it for the rest of your life. The 'voice' is also a big help at the person who suffering from depression and anxiety, but in the wrong way of helping. Instead of giving advice or something that really cheer them up, the 'voice' always make the person to do cutting or something that they will suffer from the pain of themselves.

~Min Household~

It was a dark and scary night as always at the Min household. Many bottles of alcohol and a smoke of the cigarette was laying around the floor by his parents doing.

Min Yoongi, is now the only Child of the Min family. He was still 7 years old when that accident happend to his brother that cause the tragic happening to him. His parents blaming him always for what happend to his  Brother.

"Hey brat!! Come over here!" his Father angrily call him.

"Y-yes Father?" Yoongi ask his father politely.

"SO F*CKING USELESS!!, YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT WE NEED, RIGHT!?" He shouted to his son, making Yoongi flinch by the sudden shout of his Father.

"S-sorry father, I'll go get it right now" Yoongi said and walk to the kitchen to grab some more alcohols for his parents, but a shock news make him frighten even more. There's no more alcohol in the kitchen making him scare to what will happen if he go back to his parents without any alcohols in his hands.

He was shaking while going back to his parents. He is also scared from his parents, hurting him everyday.

"F-father" he call his father, making his father turn his head seeing Yoongi with no alcohol in his hands.

"WHERE IS MY ALCOHOL DUMBASS!!??" he shouted again to his son.

"YOU KNOW WHAT, COME OVER HERE!! I'M GONNA BEAT YOUR ASS", "N-n....n-" His father stood up at the couch because of his son's behaviour. He pulled Yoongi's wrist and throw him off the ground. Yoongi groan at the pain and was hitting and punchingby his own father. His Mother was kicking him and she suddenly throw a glass of bottle at her own son.

Yoongi's head was bleeding cause of the glass. Suddenly his parents open the front door and left him with their luggage. Yoongj was crying until that moment. Yoongi was broken and suffering through this a lot.

Yoongi open of the cabinet in the kitchen and saw a medical kit. He go to the sink and wash his head to wash of the blood, he use antibiotic ointment to help the healing process. He covered his head with some gauze around it.

After he wash his head, he felt kinda dizzy and got to his room. He lay himself on his bed, and immediately fell asleep cause of high fever that he didn't know. He role himself like a burrito and he felt kinda hot,  even the weather is still cold. Crying while sleeping at the beautiful bloody night in South Korea.