"How Can I End This Suffer" [M.Yng.BTS]

Habit (19)

  "Hmmm I forgot his #69 habit, well sorry about that one Yoongi"

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*12pm, BTS Dorm living room*

~Author P.O.V~

Yoongi, who is sleeping peacefully while the other members are in the living room, discussing of what to do for their hyung. It was already midnight and tomorrow their schedule is all pack up: dance practice at 8 am to 2pm in the afternoon, vocal lesson of the vocal line, and rap lesson of the rap line. Their comeback is around the corner, they dont have much time, but for their hyung's and dongsaeng's health is much more important than the comeback.

"Suga-hyung is probably suffering long time ago, and we didnt even do something for him" Namjoon said with a worry tone.

"He needed our support, we have to talk to our manager and Bang PD for him to exclude  from the comeback, he need some rest Namjoon" Jin said while looking down. He's dongsaeng is clearly falling apart. He notice that Yoongi is always locking himself in his studio, but he didnt even tried to convice Yoongi to come out and eat. He decided to ignore it, because he thought that Yoongi will eat and rest, but luck isnt in his way, Yoongi is always forgetting about his health, he is more focus on his music than his health.

"*sign* Your right, but the Army will probably not like about it" Namjoon whispered the last sentence, and was now heading outside for him to call his manager about what is happning.

"I hope Yoongi-hyung see that we cared for him" Taehyung lowering his voice, "I was so scared....Wh-what i-if...he k-kill hi-himself...I-" Taehyung sobbing said but was soon cut by Jimin.

"Dont think about that Tae!" Jimin sofly shake his friend, "Yoongi-hyung will never do that, and never will, YOU HEAR ME!!". Jimin calmly shouted to his friend.

"Calm your tits boi"

"Oh dont you "CaLm YoUr tItS bOi" me" Jimin angrily answered back to Jungkook.

*sign*

"What did the manager's said?" Jin question Namjoon after he make a call.

"He said that its ok,for now though. We only have 2 days for us to help Yoongi-hyung with his problem, so let us help him with our strength. We only have couple of days left until our comeback" Namjoon clamly said even they know that their leader is stressing out, due to the pack schedule.

"I'm just worthless, wasting their time for my health. What a pathetic hyung am I. I should just LEAVE the group, yeah....its for the group, group's state. I dont want the group to fall apart because of me" Yoongi was hiding at the hallways, hearing every single words of his members. Hearing it, making him want to cry even more because of how pathetic he is. But theres no tear left, because all of his tears is wasted just for nothing.

~Time skip~

~Author P.O.V~

Another stressfu- no, another peaceful day for BTS because they having 2 days for them to take care and help their hyung and dongsaeng. It is already around 8am in the morning, all of the members were now wide awake, well not all of them...Yoongi who was peacefully sleeping was interupt by someone knocking his door outside.

"Yoongi-ah come down and eat already!"  Jin shouted to make sure his dongsaeng hear.

He groan for a moment and sat up. Walking to his walking closet to change and pick his outfit for today. He wore big black sweater, tight jeens, and also he bring his beanie. He put his extra clothes for today practice, well he didnt know that today practice is cancelled.

"Whats cookin?" Ask Yoongi putting his bag on the sofa. "Normal breakfast, Pancakes and bacons" Seokjin asnwered while finishing his cooking. "Oh! I almost forgot to say to this Yoongi"

"Our schedule is cut off, and also for tomorrow, so we the day of ourselves" Seokjin said while putting down the foods one-by-one on one different plate. "Why!? We have a week before our album will release!! Should'nt we practice for the comeback?" Yoongi was confuse while saying that.

"Well the manager orders, follow it, hyung" Namjoon who came back from the front door answered his hyung's question.

"Well I have work to d-"

"Yoongi-ah...*sign* just follow it, its for your own good" Jin said, still cooking breakfast for his younger members. "I'll just go to the living room, call me when its done , Hyung", Yoongi walked out and sat down on the comfy sofa, and turning on the television

=After minutes later=

"Foods done!" Seokjin shouted from the kitchen to get the attention of his younger members. While he settle down the food, he hears the younger member's footsteps.
One by one, the members are coming in and sitting down.

"Ok everyone lets eat!"

"Thanks for the food, Jin-hyung" They said in unison, excluding Jin ofcourse.

"Yeah yeah just eat already"

=After breakfast=

"Yoongi-ah, open the door please" Jin knocked the door twice, and still the younger hadn't open the door.

It was after breakfast, and Yoongi was the first one finish his food, and he directly head to his room, that was basically lock by himself. Seokjin thought many things of him of what the younger is doing there, including cutting himself again.

But actually, the younger was just taking his another nap of the morning, which is normal for the others, and it seems that Seokjin forgot about that habit of Yoongi.

After Yoongi got to his room, he lock it and wrote a letter that says, "Sleeping in the moment, DON'T DISTURB! (๑و•̀ω•́)و" and slide it under his door. Which is now Seokjin got notice the letter under him, and pick it up and read the letter.

"Hmmm I forgot his #23 habit, well sorry about that one Yoongi" Jin left the hallway, and made his way to the living room where the others are, watching something that is scaring Hoseok like crazy, because he can see the younger was trembling alot, feeling bad, but he see it funny, so he didn't do anything about it.

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Its been a long time, well actually a couple of months, but still a long time that I posted a new chapter. Many happened in school, but I'm a lazy potato, but in my third quater I passeddddd!!!!!

I got the overall average of 89, and my lowest is 85 which is science
(︶︹︺). And highest is robotics, which I got 96 or 95, even though I didn't do something at that subject, only being a lazy potato, just listening to the teacher, and watched something after the lecture of our teacher.

Well anyway, thanks for the votes, it gives me energy to write. And I'm grateful for that.

Lastly, I have a book, which is a Yoonkook book, and bottom Yoongi is superior ((๑و•̀ω•́)و fight me if you disagree, but it does not contains smut, but fluff, because I'm bad of writing that I'm not comfortable of.

And again, thank you and for your time for reading my story, that I love. Keep safe! And Love yourself,bitch!!!!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜