"How Can I End This Suffer?". Yoongi was still 7years old when he and his brother was on a accident. How can Yoongi kept his secret without telling his members about his depression and suffering when he was still a child.
Started: June 4 2019
Ended:...
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"Pity by the others make me worthless and weak "
~Yoongi P.O.V~
I was minding my own business by stretching my own body before practicing with my back on front of them. Suddenly a tap on my shoulder caught my attention. I turn around to who tap my shoulder.
When I turn around, I met my eyes with Seokjin Hyung and after that silence mode is on but not too long when Hoseok break the silence by giving me headache because of his sudden loudness.
"Heeeeyyyy Yoongi!!" He yelled towards me.
"Call me Hyung am older than you dumbass" He said while both of my hands was covering my ears.
"So watc'ha doing?" he ask me informally .
"I was stretching before" I said coldly.
"Oh sorry"
"Don't bother"
"Anyway-" Jimin was cutted off by Jin Hyung and I saw his face got annoyed by that and I saw it funny though.
"Do you.... "
"Do you what?" I was getting annoyed by that but I shouldn't because they were getting annoyed by me and I know it already from the beginning.
"Do you....keeping a secret from us?" I was shocked by the sudden question, I was so shock that my eyes was widen but I keep my cool and calm on and answer his question with a straight face.
"Ah...No" I said with a straight face to them and it was silent again, suddenly Sungdeuk Hyung came back after his business.
"Sorry me and the manager had talked for the comeback so.... anyways let's get started practicing"
After that we head to practice with and without missing a beat. Many sweats was dripping and getting tired, many was getting really tired at that moment but stayed strong.
While we were practicing, suddenly I froze because I felt kinda dizzy for a moment, it was like the room is spinning and make me dizzy. Someone didn't notice that I froze for a moment when suddenly Hoseok bump in front of me making him and Sungdeuk notice.
Sungdeuk hyung stopped the music as he said to me.
"Yoongi what happend?" Sungdeuk ask me with crossing his arm into is chest.
"Am sorry, I just felt kinda dizzy back there" I said while looking down because of the embrassement that I had cause.
"Dizzy...you should go to the clinic while we have our break, You need to check up your health first so go and check on it Hyung" Hoseok said with a worry face. I hate it when someone pity on me, it makes me worthless and weak.
I sighed and nodded to the request and got out of the room, making my way to the clinic.
(CONTINUE)
As I walk towards the clinic, I suddenly felt dizzy that I want to vomit. I realized that it nearly at the limit, I quickly ran to the nearest restroom and locked it after I came in. I went to the second stall and closed and locked it.
I squat down facing the toilet, I felt dizzy and can't control it until I vomit all the foods that I ate earlier making me unconscious. My throat dried and tasting the vomit inside of my mouth. I stumble when I stood up walking towards the sink, washed my face, and cleaned my mouth.
I look up staring at my reflection on the mirror I look like-
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