"How Can I End This Suffer" [M.Yng.BTS]

Hectic Day (4) Part. 1

"When the night comes, will you be there for me or not"

~Author P.O.V~

Yoongi was so busy in his work that he didn't notice it was already late, he's bandmates even tried to call him but he ignored it cause of his work. He need to finish the next song of the upcoming album in the next few months. Yeah he now's that there's a lot of time or days to do it and finish it but he was eager to finish it by himself.

It was already past 2 am in the morning, he's eyes are getting heavier and heavier due to saying up to late. He was almost there to finish the last song of the album, but suddenly his eyes shut down and he already sleeping on his desk chair. It was winter right now in Korea but it will soon to be spring. He was wearing a long black sweater and also a black T-shirt inside of it making him warm in the inside cause of the fluffy blanket he had from one of the armys, and a blank pants.

~Time skip~

Yoongi slept the whole night in his studio. He was sleeping peacefully on his desk chair until his alarm clock started to wake him up. He groan until he woke up half asleep and turning off his alarm clock and soon to headed to his sofa with his blanket. He laid down and comfortably laying on it. He half open his right eye and look at clock showing 6:28 in the morning, he soon stood up from his sofa and sat down on his desk chair. He panicking cause he slept through many hours and he didn't finish he's work yet.

He such a burden to group, Yoongi thought while doing his work. He knows that his managers and his bandmates said that it's alright to not finish it early and rest for a bit before the comeback, but he didn't listen but he listen to himself.

He was working on it making sure IT
WILL finish today morning but suddenly he was interrupt by someone who knock on the door outside of his studio. He was shock of who the hell will come here early in the morning, he didn't know who it was but he just walk towards his door and open it, revealing Sungdeuk his and his bandmates choreographer.

"Do you need something from me Hyung?" Yoongi ask with a confuse face on him. "The lights was on so I think that someone is already here, and I know it was you cause you always staying here in your studio" Sungdeuk replied but with a worried tone on his voice. Sungdeuk continued "I know that you've been working so damn hard that you also need to rest Yoongi-ah" "I know, am sorry" Yoongi look down, "You don't need to be sorry, you've always working hard for the group but even so your health is way more important your an IDOL-" Yoongi was caught up of the word IDOL he was caught by the word that he was now ignoring Sungdeuk words that was for him.

IDOL? Who else is an IDOL who was chubby and relentless in his job. Am the only one IDOL for sure, that was indeed chubby, ugly, pathetic, talentless, lazy and many stuff. I don't deserve the title of being an IDOL because for me an IDOL is a talented, handsome/beautiful, Slim and not a pathetic to his/her group, but here I am an IDOL who is not even working hard for his group. Always lazing around, sleeping around, getting scolded out and blah blah blah. I DONT DESERVE TO BE AN IDOL, I WANT T-

"Yoongi!!" Yoongi snap from his thoughts and now looking at his hyung with wide eyes. "Are you even listening to me, or even caring up for what am I saying to you?" Sungdeuk ask the pale boy with a confuse and worried face. "Am alright hyung, don't be worry about me an alright" Yoongi show his gummy (fake) smile to his hyung. Sungdeuk knows that the younger's smile was fake but he didn't want to make him worried but instead he nod and hug him. Yoongi hug him back but was confuse but he also thankful because he needed a hug for so long that it also help him comfort himself. "Don't push yourself OK?" "OK you have to go now hyung and you should also talk to Bang Shiyuk for the comeback" "Oh yeah I forgotten about that well see you later at the dance studio at 9 am OK" He said to Yoongi and wave at him and run to the office, Yoongi wave back and give out a big sign and walk in again at his studio.