"How Can I End This Suffer" [M.Yng.BTS]

Hectic Day (5) Part. 2

"I wish they could stop worrying about me"

~Seokjin P.O.V~

It's already 7:25am in the morning, I glance to the another side of my shared room with Yoongi and saw his stuff but not him, Yoongi didn't come back to the dorm after we texted him and called him many times and he didn't bother to pick us up, I wonder what was he doing at his studio probably working hard for the comeback. Ashh!! that kid, he didn't bother to worry about his health, what am gonna do about him. He is so reckless and irresponsible of his health. I just wish he could stop for a moment and hang out with us. We only see him during dance practice or even eating our launch or dinner outside but didn't even bother to go back to the dorm AGAIN. Am so sick of worrying about him that I want to grab him and walk back to the dorm....... but I don't want to interrupt his business so I stay quiet and didn't move between the lines that keeping us far away from him. But I brush it of for now and stood up and made my bed and quickly get a shower first.

After I showered and put my clothes on. I go downstairs and cook breakfast for the younger ones who are still sleeping. Those dorks.

I quietly put all the utensils and also the frying pan and also the ingredients to make a pancakes. After I finish cooking all the pancakes, I put them one by one at the center of the table and I also put pancake syrup on the table if some of them want syrup on their pancakes. I also cutted many fruits for their pancakes, I put all the cutted fruits in the white bowl.

After I prepared anything I heard one by one of them opening their doors and headed to the kitchen. They look like.......dorks for me just joking ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ. I smiled at them and they both said good morning to me and said back to them.

While we were eating our breakfast, I notice Hoseok was just pocking his pancakes and didn't even eat some small bite not even just a small piece. I sign and talk to him, "Hoseok eat up, we have dance practice at 9 we have to eat up because another day will be hectic for us." I said to him without looking, I heard him sign and look at me and started talking, "Hyung...do you think theres something about Yoongi hiding from us" I look at him and said "And why do think about that?" I look at him while putting my pancake in my mouth and everyone started listening to our conversation.

"Yeah..... It's like he's hiding something" Jimin said while cutting his pancakes. I sign at his replied and I said.

"You are worrying to much, I'm also thinking that but I or we don't want to interrupt his business, right?" I ask them without looking because they're looking at me. I sign and said again.

"OK, After this we go to the building and ask him if he's hiding something from us but don't overpush him, OK?" I ask again.

"OK Hyung" they all said. After that we all eat again our breakfast.

After we ate our breakfast, Namjoon said he will do the dishes but I don't trust him to do that and I let Jimin and Hoseok do the dishes because they already showered and prepared there stuff for day.

While they do their things, I head to my shared room and prepared my things and put in on my bag for the day. After I pack my stuff and glance to the wall clock, 8:42 huh only 18 minutes left until we left the dorm.

I go downstairs and saw everyone already there in their coats on with also their bags. I sat down on the couch and we wait for our manager to come and pick us up.

We heard the doorbell and we all stood up and pick up our bags and head to the front door of our dorm. We put on our shoes and I open the front door revealing our manager Sejin. We use the elevator and got out of the building and got in in our black van to go to Big Hit.

We head out in our van and head to the front door of the building. We've arrived at the dance studio but not seeing Yoongi around, we put down our bags at the floor and we wait for Sungdeuk and Yoongi to start the practice.

We hear the door open revealing Sungdeuk Hyung with Yoongi. We greet each other and we head to stretch first before practicing.

While we were stretching, I glance to Yoongi who is even skinnier than last time we've met. Sungdeuk left the room because one of the manager called him for something. We take the chance to talk to him and I tilt my head to the youngers and nodded me back. We stood up and walk towards to Yoongi who had his back on us. I tap his shoulder and he turn to us with a confuse face.