"How Can I End This Suffer" [M.Yng.BTS]

Fight, Back, & Last (24)

"WAKE UP!!! ALL OF THE MEMBERS THINK YOU'RE A WASTE OF TIME" (VOICE)

=Author P.O.V=
~Inside the Dance Studio~

"Look what you did-

"H-hoseok is right, H-hyung...." Yoongi was trying control his tears, but he just can't, he just can't endure the painful fact from his own member.

"HIS RIGHT! DUMBASS!!" (VOICE)

"W-what....?"

"YOU'RE A WASTE OF TIME FOR THEM, THEY JUST DIDN'T TELL YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE WEAK!!" (VOICE)

"s-stop...."

"WAKE UP!!! ALL OF THE MEMBERS THINK YOU'RE A WASTE OF TIME" (VOICE)

Asshole

Dumbass

Garbage

Such a waste of time

Who need you

We're perfect without you here

"T-those vo-voices.....it can't be.."

"IT'S THE VOICES OF YOUR ONLY FAMILY, THAT WILL SOON

LEAVE YOU" (VOICE)

"St-stop p-please" Yoongi's legs were trembling, that all of the members notice it. Yoongi fastly squated down and he's both arms were covering both of his ears, tears are falling down on his pinky cheeks. Seokjin and Namjoon were extremely worried that they immediately squat down to face Yoongi. The other members were shock, mostly Hoseok, he didn't expect this to happen. He's just angry towards Jungkook and Taehyung, but he let his anger include Yoongi too.

"You don't deserve them, what you deserve is

DEATH!" (VOICE)

"Please! Please just stop!.....please..
I'm begging for you...to...stop" Yoongi's eyes are already filled with his own depressed tears. You only can hear Yoongi's screaming and sobbing in depress. Yoongi tighten his hold of his hair, and started to pull some of his hair. When Yoongi started doing that, Seokjin quickly hold both of Yoongi's hands, and shouted at his members to stop of what Yoongi is doing.

All of the members were trying their best to calm Yoongi down, but when they started whispering some nice and soft words to Yoongi, all of the sweet and nice words coming out from his member's mouth, Yoongi hears the exact opposite. The nice and sweet words, turns into a toxic and awful words that make Yoongi want to run away from his members.

And it's the 'VOICE' that causes this ruckus between the relationship of the group.

Yoongi tried his best to free himself from his member's hold of him. He powerfully kick Hoseok and Jimin, he even bite the hand of Taehyung that was covering his mounth, and lastly, he slap harsly push Namjoon and Seokjin that the pair fall into their own butts. Yoongi thought that it's the best time to run away, and never see his member's again.

Yoongi stumbly run to the exit of the dance studio, leaving all the members in pain and worry. It's not actually Hoseok's fault that his hyung ran away, sure he switch on the 'VOICE', but if the 'VOICE' wasn't inside of Yoongi's head, the pair will normally make it up, because duh, someone makes mistake,and all of people are inperfect.

In summary, It's all the 'VOICE' fault, of why Yoongi got into this mess.

Yoongi is still running but slowly, his spot right now is far way from BigHit, meaning he can finally do it for all this years of hiding his true pain. If he died from what he will gonna do in next few hours, he tought that all of his pain will be gone, and he'll finally be reunite with his older brother. But actually his thought aren't true, yeah he will reunite with his older brother, but his older brother from heaven, won't like this if his younger brother will gonna die in a suicide way. Yoongi didn't even think of what will be reaction of his 'my loves' if he gonna suicide just for his pain go away, there's a lot of way to get rid of the pain, amd one of them is getting help from his members, but sadly.....it won't be happen, because Yoongi permanetly decided that he will end this pain in his own kind of way to rid of his pain, and that is, SUICIDE.