"How Can I End This Suffer" [M.Yng.BTS]

Ignoring (10) Part. 2

"Why do you keep ignoring us, did we do something wrong that upset you?

*At Myeongdong Street*

~Teahyung P.O.V~

We were walking down at the street of Myeongdong, with many people walking, talking and shopping. It's a relief that no one can recognize us, because we were hiding our half face with black mask, so nobody will notice us. We just want some peaceful moment at each other, but without
Yoongi-Hyung. Why is he avoiding us?

While we were walking down the street with many people walking around, some others were glancing at our direction. Did they notice us?....No, that's good.

We were planning to go to some Korean Barbeque. We saw many restaurants that are Korean barbeque but there are so many people eating there. We were still looking for some Korean BBQ, my stomach starting to make some hungry noise, like "Give me food you human~"

After minutes by minutes, we finally find the perfect place. It has fewer people than those restaurants we passed on. The restaurant is a bit a fancy and expensive as well. They have chandelier, fancy tables and chairs, but..... I don't care about the furniture, were talking about food people, F to the O to the O to the D.

We slide the sliding door and we were greeted by the staff that was assign to that place. After he lead us to our table, Jin-Hyung stayed behind and let us go first to grab some meat and pork and everything we've wanted that our stomach will be pleasure by the food, because the place we got in was a buffet.

*Meanwhile*

~author P.O.V~

*at Yoongi's studio*

AARRGHHHH!!!, I throw all my stuff to the floor cause of frustration. It was like my whole mind is killing me. All the bad words that was said by my OWN bandmates was all in my mind, for the past days.

It's hurting me so badly.....why is this happening to me? Is this what I deserve? Is this the curse?

I feel sick......

I ran immediately to the bathroom and closed it. I kneel down in front of the toilet and throw up many foods that I ate few hours ago...... Did I eat some food?? I ask myself. I didn't, I don't deserve it though.

I finally realize that my members are right.

Am useless

Worthless

Fat

Ugly

A subtitude

And last is, Am the talentless of them all.

I don't belong to the group, but if I leave in the group, what will happen? Is Bangtan will disband if I left the group? All thoughts is making me dizzy minutes by minutes. I already puked all my foods and fainted onto the ground.

Soon it will be finish, sooner or later, I will do it for my members sake.

❤*SORRY IF IT'S SHORT, SCHOOL WILL START TOMORROW SO AM GONNA GO TO BED NOW. I WILL UPDATE IT ON FRIDAY*❤