"How Can I End This Suffer" [M.Yng.BTS]

dont know what to do (17)

"H-hyung w-w-why is their a lot of blood???"

*9:08am, In BigHit Entertainment*

~Author P.O.V~

Only one month left for the comeback, and the fans are already thrilled cause of yesterday they release their first teaser for their upcoming album and it gotten 12 millions views in just 5 hours, well that was shookening (I'm a filipino soooo....yeah)

All of them are in their waiting room for their photoshoot. All of the noonas/makeup artist tried their very best to make the boys more handsome even though they're still handsome without make up on. The photoshoot is for their upcoming album: Love Yourself:Tear, so the picture have to be more powerful and show their dark side.

After the makeup is done, the director called them one by one for their single photoshoot first. Some members just stayed at the waiting room, and some members go and see their member's photoshoit just to mock them.

"Namjoon! Your up first" the director shouted. While Namjoon is posting, Jungkook and Hoseok are making fun of him by posting or taking a video of him, making Namjoon fluster and also embarrass of his members.

"Can you stop, your making ne look bad!" Namjoon childish yelled at the members and the members just laughed at it. "Ok one more time Namjoon, and your done for today" "Ok director" Namjoon said while glaring at the members.

Hours has past and one members hasnt call yet, Yoongi it is. "Yoongi! Your the last one" Shouted by the Director, Yoongi turn off his phone after he heard it was his turn, he waddle to the photoshoot area, it is a room. All the members are finished leaving them to look and watch Yoongi or even make fun of them, especially the funny members.

"Ok! Give me some power Yoongi-ah and also  a broken figure one" Yoongi know how to pose because he was broken for sure. All the members was hard to cry a fake one, except Jin, he was professional and also Taehyung, but they are not broken as same as Yoongi, because Yoongi is surely broken inside.

Yoongi pulled off a fake tear making some staff and the members amazed by his act. "I didnt expect you Yoongi to pulled up an amazing act and you were good by the posing, Goodjob!" The Director thumbs up him, signing he was done and he's pose was good. After that, all the members praise his act, and went home to freshen and relax for tomorrow shooting for their music video.

*3:56am, In the BTS dorm*

~Author P.O.V~

Yoongi joulted awake and headed to the bathroom. He dreamed of what happened from the past, thinking of his past make him vomit and cried even harder, little know that Jimin was awake by that time.

~Jimin P.O.V~

I go to the kitchen to grab some water because my throat is burning, might be that me and Taehyung had a contest yesterday. I grabbed some water and was heading back to my room while holding my glass of water, until I hear crying from the end of the hallway, it make me curious of who it was and the fact that Taehyung and Yoongi was the only room from the end of the hallway making me even more curious of where is the crying coming from.

I lean over at the door of Taehyung's room and only hearing loud snoring noise, thats why he havent hear the crying, so it must be Yoongi-hyung?

I lean over at his door and the fact that his door is near at the bathroom door, I can hear easily sobbing sound......Yoongi...crying?? Those words are not meant to be in a same sentence but why??

I turn the knob and luckily it was open, Hyung is si reckless. I open the light and was shock by what I see, his things and some furniture were messingly on the ground, its like a typhoon past through his room.

*knock*
*knock*

I knock on his door and turn the knob on, but it was lock and I still hear sobbing sound and he was screaming. Even though I'm his dongsaeng, I'm still his FAMILY. I tried my very best to budge the door to open and it worked!! But next thing I see make my feet felt weak.

H-hyung w-w-why is their a lot of blood???

-Sikesss!!!!-

I hurriedly cover his wounds with a tissue paper but it didnt help a lot, making more blood to come out. I open the top shelf and see the medical kit there, I glance to my hyung and his eyes were shutting down, oh shit! Oh shit! Oh shit!!!! I tried my best to lay my hyung over the counter and wash his open wounds, his eyes was showing suffer and depression, and suddenly his eyes were completely shut down. I hurriedly wake Taehyung up and all the members. They ran to go to Yoongi's room, and suddenly they scream because of how many blood was on the floor.

"When did this happened, Jimin?" Jin-Hyung shakingly ask due to fearness, he saw a lot of suffering from the boy, but he didnt do everything, he just scolded him for just coming home very late.

"I heard crying noice in his room and last time I knew, I found him with many new fresh open wounds. I tried my best to badge every wounds but only a little amount of badges we only have" I answer him while looking at Yoongi's barely dead body but he was still breathing.

"Namjoon! Snap out of it and call the ambulance!" Namjoon quickly back to reality and call the near hospital. After minutes, the ambulance is here amd carried Yoongi inside the vechicle.

We got in to one of the van and headed to the said hospital. Seokjinnie park the van and we quickly ran to the front desk. We ask where Min Yoongi is and the receptionist said that it might be take a lot of hours or minutes to see our hyung, because they have to stich up every wounds, like all of them, and when I saw how many wounds that Yoongi-hyung created, it was about 20 and up making me even more worry and I know that the members are also worry about their Hyung and dongsaeng health.

But the question is why....why did Yoongi-hyung have cutted many wounds in his entire legs and arms?

*After 1hours and 29minutes*

"Min Yoongi boyfriends- sorrry sorry I mean Family?" The doctor ask, making me and members wake up. "Yes, we are his Family and bandmates" Namjoon replied. The doctor look at us with some seriousness in his eyes. "Am sorry but Min Yoongi......

Hes a lil meow meow"

-HA HA HA sike!!-
Well what a large number of worda we have today and double update!!!!. I wrote this when we were in Starbucks, waiting for our mother to come and pick us.

Well SANA OLLL!!!!