Indolent Heart (Completed) [R-18]

5 : Wicked

Wicked - morally bad; having or showing slightly bad thoughts in a way that is funny or not serious; very bad or unpleasant

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SPG

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Kim

Madilim ang paligid ng buong unit ng makauwi ako. Everywhere is darkness. I scanned this huge unit owned by the man sitting on the couch looking directly at my eyes. It's already eight in the evening and I know I came home late.

" Shannon" I called his name. His dark eyes still looking at me precisely. If only I am not well used to his presence then I would be consumed by fear. Hinayaan ko ang aking sarili na lumapit sa kanya.

" Bakit hindi ka pa nakabihis at makapagpahinga ka na" Tila pagod kong wika sa kanya habang naglakad papalapit sa kinaroroonan niya. I then felt his hand caressing up my waist until he suddenly pulled me closer to him.

" My woman came home late." He whispered while leaving small kisses on my lips. I felt his strong hand caressing my belly,

" Medyo natagalan ang pakikipagkuwentuhan ko kay Grasha kanina" I explained. Lumabas kase ako kanina upang kausapin ng personal si Grasha na walang paalam sa kanya.

I saw him smirked but still continuing what he is doing.

Alam kong pagod siya galing trabaho. His hair is so messy but still he looks so handsome in my eyes.

" Matulog na tayo, Shannon" I almost said in a whisper.

Aalis na sana ako sa harapan niya ng hapitin niya ako sa aking bewang

" Next time, you come home early. I want to see you around the house when I come home. I don't want to come home without seeing you" Wika niya. Napalunok ako. This is just one of those days in which he tends to act this way again.

Tumango ako.

" Okay. I will come home early." Saglit akong mapaisip kung kumain na ba siya.

" Have you eaten?" I asked him. Umiling siya.

" I planned to eat dinner with you" He said. Huminga ako ng malalim.

" Ipapainit ko na lang yung niluto ko. Maligo ka na muna at magpalit. Ihahanda ko lang yung mesa" Wika ko sa kanya. Aalis na sana ako ng tuluyan ng hapitin niya ako.

" I will do it. You go and take a bath. I can manage myself. Ayokong napapagod ka." Wika niya sabay tayo.

Tumingin ako sa kanya habang papalayo siya.

Is it even possible that I will be living forever with this man.

Alam kong hindi niya ako pinapatrabaho dahil buntis ako. Tapos lumabas pa ako ng walang paalam. In normal conditions, he would somehow get mad at me but now, he is controlling his emotions.

Napaupo ako sa paanan ng kama habang hinihintay siyang lumabas ng banyo.

Napakagat labi ako ng makita ko siyang lumabas ng nakatuwalya lamang sa pang-ibaba niya. Tumingin siya sa akin sabay alis nung tuwalyang nakatakip sa kanyang pang ibaba. I looked away. He smiled.

Tinatablan na naman ng kamanyakan ang lalaking 'to. Akala ko ay magpapalit siya ngunit nagulat ako ng unti unti siyang lumalapit sa akin. Maingat niya akong itinulak dahilan para mapahiga ako sa kama bago niya ako kinubabawan.