A/n: so I have not updated in a long time... Long story short I went into foster care so that's why I couldn't update...umm I just turned 18 graduated high school so yeah here I am now.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
" Ryan what the fuck how come you didn't tell me about this?!" Brittany asked pretty pissed off.
" Babe look I got invited last minute plus I didn't think you would want to come." I told her I really didn't want to deal with her whiny bullshit. I look out down to the shore and I see Amber and Derek walking back up to us his arms around her.
" Oh so this skank is here but I didn't get an invite?!" Brittany shrieked.
" Look here I don't know who the fuck you think you are but the only skank I see is you and I'm pretty sure everyone here can agree on that." Amber said getting close to Brittany's face. Brittany tensed up and looked at me, waiting for me to back her up but I just stood quiet.
" ugh, whatever..baby lets go to my house and have our own party." Brittany put her hand on my chest and looked at me with her annoying puppy dog eyes. Derek had already taken Amber to the rest of the guys. I didn't know if I should stay and watch my best friend make out with the girl I am falling for or go with this girl and not know what happens.
" um actually britt...let's stay cmon it will be fun" I gently kissed her cheek knowing that it would convince her. She kissed me back and I could smell cologne on her...but at this point I didn't care who she was doing I just cared about Amber. We walked over to the bonfire and we sat across Amber and Derek who were drinking and sitting pretty close.
" so you decided to stay bro...and you brought your luggage.." Derek said with s laugh, the rest of the guys laughed and Amber just passed me a sympathetic look.
" oh my god Derek shut up, you're so immature " Brittany said and rolled her eyes. She embarrassed me I mean the sex was alright but this girl was just trashy. I took a large drink of my beer and let the bitter taste wash away the embarrassment. I looked back at Amber and Derek she threw her head back as she laughed at a lame joke Derek said and then he wrapped his arm around her shoulders and she moved in closer. I took another beer and Brittany noticed me staring at them.
" So Derek did Amber tell you that she's a sad pathetic orphan...not even Matt wants her her mom decided to kill herself then have to live with her!" Brittany yelled over the music trying to get attention, and she got because at that moment Amber shot up and charged towards Brittany.
" YOU FUCKING BITCH SHUT THE FUCK UP!!" Amber yelled, I pulled Brittany back and Amber swung at me striking me across the face with a punch.
" Ryan told me all about your sad excuse of a life " Brittany chuckled.
Amber looked at me and I could see the tears swell up in her eyes.
" Amber I didn't-" I started to tell her it was a lie but I knew she wouldn't believe me. Derek grabbed her hand and pulled her away.
" How could you..?" She muttered as she turned around and walked away. Brittany placed her hand on my back and I just turned around.
" I think you need to go..." I said not even bothering to look at her.
" c'mon babe she can't take a joke plus she doesn't belong here."
" Brittany just go.."
" fine whatever don't think I'm gonna pick up tonight this is so stupid" she said as she grabbed her bag and left. I grabbed another beer and kept drinking neither Amber or Derek came back. Why the fuck does everything in my life get screwed up this bad?
* 2 hrs. Later. *
Derek came back and sat across from me no Amber at his side. Everybody started leaving and soon it was just me and Derek alone.
" I uh-dropped her off at home...she's ok now she was mad but ...that was fucked up man." Derek got up and walked away. I had another few beers that were left over at this point I was pretty drunk. After that everything was a blur.
* next morning*
Where the fuck am I? Fuck my head...I saw my clothes on a table folded neatly. This wasn't my bed..this wasn't my house. 2 seconds later a blonde chick with an oversized thirst walked in.
" umm..-" I said trying to remember what happened last night.
" oh god you don't remember my name...it's Sarah" she said with a smile and handed me a cup of coffee.
" sorry thanks-did we..? I said as I sat up.
" noooo umm give me a sec." She said as she walked out into the living room. I heard voices and then..
" baby you're finally up!" Brittany walked in. As soon as I thought my headache was gone another begins.
