A/N— Trigger Warning: Drug Abuse, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempt, Mild Verbal Abuse.
Please read at your own risk. 🖤
Y/N's POV
I had this planned perfectly. Ariana was at a charity event and wouldn't be home for a few hours. She left upset at me because I refused to go with her or acknowledge our anniversary. My plan had to work.
What she didn't know was that I didn't forget our anniversary I wanted to cook for her and set up rose petals on the floors leading to our room and bed.
The bed was covered in rose petals and there was un-lit candles everywhere in the house ready to be lit when I turned all the lights off.
I also ordered several bouquets of flowers and roses to give to her as soon as she walks in the door. I prepared a four course Italian and vegan meal for us, compliments of Nonna's recipe book she let me borrow but I improvised on the vegan side of it.
I got a couple bottles of cliquot for us to drink with our meal because Ariana loves her wine but not as much as she loves me.
I sit on the couch in the living as I wait for Ariana to text me when the events over (like she normally does) so I know that she's safe. The minutes on the clock soon turned to hours as I noticed it was almost 2 am and I had heard nothing from her.
Wow. Okay. This is new.
Tears began to fill my eyes as I looked around in sadness at the dark room illuminated in so much candle light and the rose petals that covered the floor.
Did she really think that I didn't remember our fucking anniversary?
I slide down the wall and bury my face in my hands breathing heavy as I choke down my sobs. I wanted to surprise her. I wanted to shower her with love tonight but apparently I was the last thing on her mind tonight.
I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket as see Ariana finally decided to text me.
wifey🖤: imy
Me: I thought you were mad at me?
wifey🖤: oh I am, believe me. I just miss u.
Me: when are you coming home?
wifey🖤: idk me and the girls wanted to go clubbing after the benefit and here we are!
Me: oh. okay. I'll see you when you get home then, love.
wifey🖤: okay??? what's wrong?
Me: nothing. don't stop on my account. go and have a blast. ily goodnight.
wifey🖤: baby you never use that many periods like that...what's the matter?
Me: just leave it, ariana.
wifey🖤: No. Tell me.
Me: goodnight.
wifey🖤: really? fuck you. what did I ever see in you? this was a waste of my time almost exactly like you.
