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Magical time 2X

Y/n POV
I and ji yong as usual come school early. We are not always talking and i just do silent treatment but Ji yong and i still okay, i still do fake laugh and fake smile but he didn't notice. From far i saw suzy approach ji yong and hugged.

Probably they are together now, good for them

I just do fake smiled at them and i pat Ji yong's back.

Y/n : i will go to class first ji yong

Then i walk away and goes to class. As usual, I don't like to watch ji yong and suzy in front of me. My eyes become sick watching them. I admit that i hurts everyday, every seconds , minutes and hours but i try to act like everything is okay. Overnight I cried because my heart hurts so bad. It's hurt to see ji yong with another girl.

After the class dismissed, as usual we will go at cafeteria. Honestly, I didn't eat too much these days because i sometimes lost my appetite. Ji yong as usual approach me to eat together but I always making a excuse that i am full and my teacher call me so he will eat with his friends. I let rosie and lalisa to goes first at cafeteria then Suzy approach me with smile.

Suzy : y/n!!!

I still confused why she yelled out

Suzy : we are together

That's shit hurts

Y/n : a-ah c-congrats

I try to smiled at her and hugged her.

Then she walked away.

At least say thank you to me ugh

I suddenly falls down on the floor.

Omg I can't do this

My heart hurts so bad

Ji yong already in someone else

I suddenly cried and someone approach me with his familiar voice.

??? : heyy are you okay?? Why are you crying??

I look back while crying.

Y/n : i wish i am okay jungkook

Jungkook : hey don't cry, who's hurt you?

Y/n : my heart

I try to stop crying so other peoples wont notice. I walked away from Jungkook and Jungkook keep yelling with my name. I went to bathroom and locked it. After my crying session, i wash my face and act okay. I went out of bathroom, i saw suzy laughing and there's ji yong and his friends also laughing. They saw me and i just smiled at them. Then ji yong approach me.

Y/n : congratulations ji yong

I walked away from him.

Skip time~

For the one weeks to almost two weeks, I always keep distance myself from ji yong, I always hanging out with rosie and lalisa, when i back home I always locked myself at room and make excuses to ji yong that i want to study. I cooked for him and leave it on the table. He's not that always at home but he's always text me if i am okay or need something. We are not close like we used to be, we are not fight like we used to, we are getting awkward when we facing each other. Rosie and lalisa always worried about me. We are always do video call.

Today is the two weeks that i still distance myself from ji yong, when ji yong try to talking with me, suzy always with him.

In the class...

I didn't focus at all so ms.lee mad at me. That's what i want, go to detention class. So i went to detention class, ji yong take my hand.

Ji yong : y/n!

I just ignored him and walked away. I went to detention class for the 10 times because i did rather enter detention class than saw ji yong with suzy.

Skip time~~

On the break, I want to eat alone because i want to be alone. rosie and lalisa understand me so they need give me space. I suddenly met ji yong at the hallways.

Ji yong : y/n, we need to talk

Y/n : what ?

Ji yong : why you these few weeks you keep ignoring me

Because I don't want to disturb your relationship

Y/n : ji yong, told you i am study, I don't want to waste it because you pay the fees so i need to study hard

I lied.

Ji yong : i know but we are getting awkward and about suzy, actu-

I cut his words.

Y/n : ji yong i want to go eat now

Ji yong : can i join?

Y/n : no , i want to be alone for a while

ji yong : y/n...if i hurts you im really sorry y/n, it's hurting my heart seeing you like this

but im more hurting ji yong

i try to smile at him so he will not worry about me, when i try to smile, i feel hurts

y/n : yahhh don't worry , im sorry that I ignored at you earlier, i just need space...

ji yong : not your fault...

y/n : i will go now

ji yong : i will go with you on detention class later

ji yong please stop caring about me, i don't want too much falling in love with you

y/n : it's okay ji yong, i can do it alone

ji yong : no i will be with you

y/n : ji yong please..i want alone

then he immediately hugged me. i feel safe and feel better when he hug me but i don't want too much in love with him. i let go the hug and try to walked away.

y/n : after end of classes, you can walk home by yourself and suzy

ji yong : what about you? i won't leave you go by yourself again, everytime class end, you are always back home with rosie and lalisa for this two weeks

y/n : i have work to do with rosie and lalisa

ji yong : umm please just today, come back home with me, i miss your annoying also your loud at my car

I miss you even more ji yong

Y/n : but ji yong i have a work to do with rosie and lalisa

Ji yong : okay okay, make sure don't come home late again.. You are always back home at 10pm

Y/n : because we have a work to do

Ji yong : for what?

Y/n : it's secret ji yong, okay i have to go now, suzy must be waiting for you

Then i walked away from him. He want to stop me but he just silence. So i looked back, ji yong already gone, i went to park after take some foods and eat there.

End of y/n POV

[A/n : I'm sorry too much magical time / skip time because im ran out of ideas, actually so many ideas when i decided to wrote this book but ended up lost everything due to shit happens :'')]