Love U

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Y/n POV

for the whole weekend, all i do is crying and eating then stop for while then i continue crying. my heart hurt so bad and sometimes it's hurt for me to breath easily. for the whole 3 days of weekend, i spend my money on foods. So many foods containers and some soju on beside me. today i didn't come at college because i don't have any energy to get up from couch.

i miss ji yong so much

i want to apologize at him

he must be not happy what i do

Umm no, he must be happy now without me

i should making him a breakfast for him now

but i guess he didn't care

he didn't try to find me

ugh how can he find me, he don't want to saw my face anymore

omg my heart hurts

i fall asleep for an hours then get up because i am hungry and i need foods but i didn't have money anymore. then there's bell rang which means someone is entering this rooftop

maybe it's rosie and lalisa

then i try to get up to go at the door of the rooftop to see if its rosie and lalisa

when i go at in front of the door, i was quite shocked when i look in front of me

ji yong?

then ji yong immediately hug me with his very concern face. i feel really relieved when he hug me, i feel better like my world become better, at the moment we hug, i lost all of the pain i had.

ji yong : y/n! Are you okay???? im sorry! you look pale

y/n : ji yong, i am really sorry what i have done to you

ji yong : y/n! it's not your fault, it's mine! Im so sorry...

then i feel dizzy and ji yong was shocked and bring me to the couch.

he hug me from side and i hugged him back.

ji yong : y/n, i am sorry what i said to you, i didn't meant it at all

y/n : ji yong! stop apologizing, it's my faults

ji yong : y/n, actually suzy-

y/n : ji yong, please i don't want to hear it

ji yong : you need to know y/n

y/n : ughh okay ji yong *roll my eyes*

ji yong : actually...we are not in relationship, we are just having a contract for being a couple for 3 weeks, she's even feel bad that our friendship like this

i look at him and suddenly i smiled like why i suddenly smiling???

ji yong : ohhh that smile!! you are jealous right?

he smirked at me then i punch his shoulder lightly

y/n : nooo *giggle*

ji yong : bad liar *giggle*

ji yong : just be honest with me

y/n : noo! it's just...yes im jealous, im jealous that you forget about me, im your best friend

y/n : ughh lets change the topic, how do you know i am here?

ji yong : tskkkkk....rosie give me the scan ID

y/n : ughh

ji yong : can i asked?

y/n : sure ji yong

ji yong : did you loves me?

i was speechless and didn't know what to answer.

y/n : umm...you are like brother to me, how can I didn't loves you

ji yong : y/n, i know you didn't mean in brother way but as a lover...right?

i should change the topic

y/n : ughh ji yong i feels so hungry, buy me a food *pout*

ji yong : ughh this girl, i will call the food services now, you look pale and also skinny now

ji yong : and who's allow you to drink soju? did you want me to grounded you for the whole years?????

y/n : im sorry ji yong , i feel stress so i have to drink it

ji yong : its not good for you, when you are stress just hear some music

I nodded with pout at him. ji yong call the food services and i feel relieved that he's here. how can i not loves him? but i don't want to ruined our friendship. i feel dizzy and suddenly im hard to breathe.

y/n : ji- ji- ji yong..he-lp m-e

ji yong saw me and worried.

ji yong : y/n?? what happens to you y/n ??

he rubbed my back and i try to breathe properly but i cannot breathe.

ji yong : breath y/n! y/n exhale and inhale slowly

y/n : i-i-i-i- ca-nt- i-t-s hu-rt—

ji yong : y/n let's go, come on go to hospital

Ji yong : i will call emergency hospital now

When he want to call, i shake my head then he try to pick me up but i refused it.i feel i want to die and could be today is my last day with ji yong, that's what i am thinking on my brain. so i hugged him tightly and crying, i want him to beside me before i die.

i can feel ji yong are crying and yelling too. he try to pushing me lightly to pick me up but i shake my head with my crying.

ji yong : y/n!! don't leave me!! come on go to hospital please y/n!!

Y/n : lo-ve u ji-yong--..

ji yong : y/n!!!!!please! please! don't leave me!!!! *yell*

it's hard for me to breathe then i slowly close my eyes, the last time i saw ji yong sobbing and cupped my cheeks. that the last words i hear from him. i feel his hug and he shake my body for the last i close my eyes and i feel nothing after that.

end of y/n POV

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p.s: this book almost finish... :( and im sad to end this book 😔