Wicked passion

chapter seven

"So why haven't you approached him yet?"

Her mother's words echoed in her head later that night while she was taking a shower.Her mother was encouraging her to "get back on the horse" and stop shielding herself from the inevitable because she is going wind up poisoning  herself and turning bitter.

"You're scared...I get that."Her mother had said while in the kitchen four hours back.
"You have been through a lot and I completely understand your fears especially for us but my dear not all me are the same. You cannot shield yourself from life because of one man's mistake. look at this..."She had said holding up her hand while wiggling her fingers."Look at them they're not the same and so is everyone else you need to stop hiding and live your life to the fullest."She said as she wiped the tears away."They say lighting never strikes at the same place twice.You need to take a leap of fate...and take a chance on love again...you may end up happier than you ever thought you'll be..."

Those were her mother's last words of wisdom as they retreated to the living room to eat pizza and drink wine while watching tv.Not being a big fan of the Kardashians Sthandiwe was able to convince her mother and sister on watching SISTER SISTER reruns and they enjoyed themselves until her father came back from his trip and they all went to bed. But she had decided to take a shower first because she smelled like baked bread and toasted veggies.

She wondered if what her mother had said about taking a chance on Kabelo was correct and Dineo had stated it was obvious that they were attracted to each other. And she herself had to admit that she was attracted to him,as all these past few months men had tried their luck on her with roses,jewellery and dinners yet none of them had left a mark on her the way Kabelo has and he hasn't done anything yet but gave her his number which was still in her handbag.

The thought of him gave her goosebumps and the hot water gently hitting her skin and filling up the space with mist created a perfect atmosphere for her to go back to her fantasy about him. It felt like a thing she needed to do,something she needed to feed her desire and curiosity about Kabelo.

She tightly shut her eyes needing to get that perfect image of him,seeing each and every detail from his dark brown eyes with long lashes that gave him the eyes of a baby and then his perfectly curved smooth lips that looked they belonged to a fallen Angel.

His breath light and warm against her bare skin as his lips keep leaving a trail of warm wet kisses all over her neck and shoulders while his hands explored her naked body. Running down her back to her butt holding on to them and gently squeezing it causing her to let out a soft moan.Her nipples pebbled against his hard chest as she was pressed against him.The feeling of his skin on hers turned her insides into liquid mush.

Gasping for breath she opened her eyes and looked up enjoying the tingling sensation she felt in her lady part. She laughed at herself at thought of these fantasies about Kabelo,was it normal to have such thoughts about a stranger?And she wondered if he was going through the same thing as her?

In the middle of the night it occurred again,the continuation of her fantasy  of Kabelo touching her caressing her and kissing her.The touch of his lips on her skin caused waves of tingling sensations to erupt all over her body so good that her toes curled. She grapped on the sheet
and whimpered a little wanting to touch him but unable to.

"Kabelo..."she called out his name waking up to realize it was just a dream,all if it was a dream. She sat up straight panting looked around her dark empty room soaking in the sad reality that it was just a dream.

As she breathed in and out unsettled by her dream she felt hot moist in between her thighs and realized she was wet.
Looking at her phone the time was 04:55am and she fell back on her pillow thinking about her intense dream and not tried to fall asleep again as she was bound to wake up within two hours. And mostly she didn't want to dream about Kabelo again because waking up from it was surprisingly unpleasant.