Dating Darkiplier

Part 32

Sean took a step back from Dark, lowering his hand as he said confused. "I don't understand..." Dark sighed, pausing the memory to think. Dark paced the room a bit, before turning to tell him clearly. "It's hard to explain... But I was born ten minutes after my sister... during an eclipse. They say that it affected me. I was born both dead and alive. One part of me is pure good and the other is pure evil. My two halves share very limited personality traits that make me whole. However, when my halves disagree on other matters... they split. Which warps the reality around me. In a time period where evil is needed to survive... Where anger and mistrust makes a ruler... I was... conflicted." Sean glanced at Anti, before stating out softly. "When Celine told you to kill Anti... You couldn't do it." Dark exhaled loudly, mumbling out. "Hard to kill someone that you both love and hate. I can feel and feel nothing at the same time. It's like having one foot in fire and the other in ice. When the feelings get mixed-up... bad things happen."

Sean looked at Dark with uncertain eyes, asking cautiously. "If Mark was your good half... Why go after him to become unstable again? Wouldn't the loss of him make you... the perfect killer." Dark lifted his chin proudly, telling him seriously. "You'll see. When the sun appeared, it tore the demons here into two. Splitting their hidden light from their dark halves. I was no different. Mark was torn from me, yes. Leaving the Darkness that I longed for... but being torn is a curse. You are but a shadow of your former self. Forced to live in the shadows. A ghost among men. Nothing to do, but seek out your own light and devour it... Or die." Sean cleared his throat, thinking he understood now as he rephrased gently. "All those years, Dark was haunting Mark... You merged with him to become whole. To be in a solid form. To be more than some ghostly shadow in the darkness?" Dark nodded, adding out just as gently. "Yes. I understand this is a lot to take in... but-" Sean raised a hand to stop him, asking seriously. "When you said that you killed Mark with Septiplier... What did you really do to him? That image you showed me... with Anti attacking Mark... You made it up... didn't you?"

Dark moved away to lean his back against the wall, before mumbling out. "I was trying to figure you out. You're difficult for me to understand..." Sean huffed, facing Dark as he snapped out. "Well, if Mark is apart of you than you should know how to deal with me!" Dark's multicolored eyes shot up to lock with his in an iron glare, his voice dropping to a deep bitter growl as he retorted sharply. "Why is that exactly? Mark was afraid to love you. Mark pushed you away because he feared losing you. That doesn't give me a lot to work with! You just don't understand..." Sean raised his hands in defeat, yelling out. "Then help me understand?!" Dark stepped away from the wall, yelling back. "I'm trying! But how am I supposed to explain that the part of me that you fell in love with is a broken mess of feelings that I NEVER WANTED?! I don't understand them! I was trapped in the confines of this room with them for centuries and never figured them out! My 'Good' half was nothing more than feels that crippled me with loneliness and silence... Until I met HIM!" Dark pointed toward Anti and Sean's breath caught in his throat. Darkiplier was starting to cry and shake.

Dark's hand slowly lowered, but his voice was still just as deep and angry as ever. "Do you know what happens when I warp reality?! NO! I SHRED those around me out of existence! I get to listen to their screams as they're pulled apart into different realities across time and space! I KILL EVERYONE AROUND ME! So, forgive me if I have trouble relating to your 'NATURAL' existence!" Dark stormed past him, clipping his shoulder as he moved as far from him as he could. Sean was heartbroken seeing the silent tears run down Dark's cheeks. He didn't even cry normally. Dark's tears were as brightly colored as the eye that they fell from. One side of red tears and other of blue. Sean started to turn to talk to him, when the memory stated up again. After hearing Dark's words, his eyes were drawn to young Dark. Young Dark scrambled off the bed, slamming his back against the far wall as he yelled at Anti bitterly. "WHAT DO YOU KNOW OF MADNESS?! YOU COULDN'T IMAGINE MY PAIN!"