Habitual Healing [Soonhoon]

Healing 29

Since that day, it gradually changed and Soonyoung did acted himself more than before. Surely, Soonyoung is honest with his own words and actions, however Jihoon knew the cautious behavior that defined them minimized. Maybe Jihoon shouldn't blame him, but for once, he wanted to feel normal. He wanted to be treated normal. He isn't that animal with Soonyoung, the raven-head shouldn't make him feel like that person. 

The person with a difference. Not physically damaged, but psychologically damaged. Jihoon knows he isn't that 'normal' person, but he trusts Soonyoung. He loves him so much. He shouldn't be treated any different by the person he loves most. His personal issues should not get in the way, and he knows he is trying for this past month. 

A month. A month since the two met and Jihoon is surprised to stay by his side for so long. In a matter of weeks, the two grew closer and went through many events in only in a matter of weeks. It is surprising. However, looking back, it does make Jihoon proud.

He is progressing. 

Alongside with his lover, he is progressing and learning each day. Surely, the doubt lingers but he knows that Soonyoung's adaptation in being with him will be beneficial for the both of them. The two linked together with honesty and Jihoon doesn't need to worry about anything. Let his heart be taken care of Soonyoung, and he will take care of Soonyoung's. The two have the fair share of each other, and Jihoon doesn't entirely mind it. 

Maybe he should be afraid. 

But, Courage that name the lion protected his own heart. He is alive with Soonyoung. He is normal with Soonyoung. He is brave with Soonyoung. 

With his Soonyoung, he is loved and cared for. 

Jihoon wonders if Soonyoung thinks the same. He wonders if the raven-head believes and see him in the same perspective that Jihoon has. Loving eyes always captivated by Soonyoung's existence, truly Jihoon's own heart is owned by his lover. 

It is endearing and fearful. But, once again, he is fearless. 

In order to receive love, he will need to go through the pain of it all. The complications and the many attempts of 'love' being destroyed, Jihoon believes in his Soonyoung. 

The blonde laid in bed, playing on Soonyoung's phone and staring at the messages that Joshua sent. It must feel like deja vu, since Joshua's messages of mockery filled as the two play 8ball made Jihoon scoff at the older's childishness. Joshua is so full of himself, he sometimes hates it. But, he knows deep down that the older's ego is nothing but a playful act. 

Joshithead
lmao you missed that ball

Jihoonie
Thank you for informing me

I have eyes, thank you very much.

Joshithead
is someone salty 

its not my fault you suck ass

major ass to be exact

Jihoonie
do you want to die

Joshithead
if you can reach my chest to stab me in the heart

Jihoonie
look here you tall bitch

i will break your fucking kneecaps

"Jihoonie, my love!" Soonyoung yells out as he entered the bedroom with a fresh basket of laundry, a smile on his face and Jihoon noticed that the raven-head had this never ending happiness since that day. It reminded him of the day where Soonyoung spent time with his friends. In a way, the Sun he adores so much seems brighter for these past days, and Jihoon thought he couldn't fall in love more. Despite the cheesy pick up lines that the raven-head always say, Jihoon's heartbeat will always pace in a dangerous amount of speed.