I realized that I had to prepare for school so I ran into the bathroom and I took a good shower. Then I got out wrapping the towel around my body.
Then I went to my closet to pick out an outfit. I went for a flannel shirt on top of my black tube, black jeggings, black kreepers with white ankle socks. I clipped my fringe to the side and I put on my black square glasses.
I grabbed my black leather bag and headed down stairs for breakfast.
"Hi honey,come sit down and have your breakfast, I prepared bacons and scrambled eggs for you, just the way you like it" she said placing the plate in front of my face with a smile.
"Awww... thanks mom, by the way good morning" I replied.
After I finished eating I drank my fresh orange juice prepared by mom and I kissed her on the cheek and waved goodbye to her before leaving the house.
I didn't want to take the school bus that's because there's a lot of bullies there so I decided to walk to school holding some of my books in my arm and hands.
Suddenly a red open roof car stops beside me and I heard someone yelled.
"Hey nerd! You're so ugly" I heard coming from Calum.
They were in the car with their slutty girls that I really hate. All of them in that car bullies me.
"Ewww....! Her oufit is so ugly , everything about her is just ugly" that's what Kayla said. She was Calum's girlfriend.
I tried really hard again to hold back those tears and my fingernail kept digging into my palm so the tears wouldn't fall out. I decided to think about Jamie whom I just met and suddenly my face starts smiling.
"Everything about you is so disgusting I wish you didn't exist and your smile shows your ugliness. Your the ugliest thing I've seen" those are the words that came out from Luke's mouth, it really pierced my heart.
Then Ashton, Calum, Luke and their girls yelled.
"YEAH! GO TO HELL YOU FUCKING NERD, NO ONE LIKES YOU ONE BIT" and they tossed their empty drink cups at me through the window.
Their remaining drinks got me a little wet and they drove off. I couldn't help it but to break down on the pavement for a moment. I had no friends and no one to comfort me at all.
Once I was done breaking down, I got up and walked my way back to school. School was a bit far, but I finally made it. After stepping foot into the school I ran into the toilet.
《 In class》
"Has anyone seen Autumn, is she around?" The teacher asked.
"Nope she probably died on her way to school" Luke said.
As I stepped in the class I heard it and everyone was laughing and the teacher gave them the stern look.
"Well hello Autumn, care explaining why are you wet and why are you late?" She asked nicely.
"Ummm there was just some problems that I had to solve earlier Mrs. Lee" I replied taking my seat in front.
"Okay quickly take a seat and lets proceed to our lessons" she said.
So I took out my books and my stationary. Again I heard a whisper from behind saying
"Nerd" it was obviously coming from Luke and his friends. But I couldn't care less about it because I'm not a nerd and I decided to listen to what the teacher said.
Suddenly a bunch of papers were tossed at me and spit balls were spat at my hair I couldn't help it, I wanted to cry so badly.
I started to break down but I didn't want it to happen in front of them so I stood up leaving the class sniffing without the teacher's permission.
All heads turn including Mrs. Lee.
"Who did it!" Mrs. Lee shouted.
I ran away really far. But I went into the school's toilet first. I looked at the mirror and I frowned but I kept sniffing with tears heavily.
I took out the spit balls that were stuck at my hair and my face was a mess. Tears stream down my face and my eyes were sore.
After I got out of the bathroom I hid in the janitor's closet I locked the door and I sat on the ground folding my knees up to chest and I hugged it crying.
At this point I couldn't help my emotions anymore. I heard a knock on the door and it was the janitor, David. I opened the door and I let him in and then I shut it locking it.
"Hi , what happen? What are you doing here during class? He asked curiously.
"It's t-t-he bul-lies" I said sniffing in hurt"
David the janitor was a friend to me and helped me in my saddest moments.
"Autumn... you shouldn't bother what they say about you dear, you are a strong girl and you can't let their words get to you because that will show them how weak you are" he said advising me.
"Thank you for the advice David"
Then he collected the mop and the bucket.
"No problem, but I gotta get back to work cause there are a lot of things to clean. Bye"
"Its okay David. Bye."
Then he left the room shutting the door. I still sat there sniffing.
Suddenly someone barges in the
Janitor's closet and I moved backwards. I had taken out my flannel shirt so I was in my tube and jeggings.
I stopped sniffing and I wiped my tears and I stood up. It was Luke, how the fuck does he has this much guts to come to me even after what his done?
He pushes me to the wall and he pins my hands back against the wall and my tears start falling. He leans closer and his starts sucking onto my neck.
"What are you doing!" I said moaning and crying.
"This!" He says sucking onto my neck.
I cry in agony and I could feel his tight jeans and his breath against me.I could see his blue eyes and dirty blonde hair and lastly I could feel his black metal lip ring sending chills down my spine. But luckily I managed to push him away from me and I grabbed my flannel shirt and I walked away. He blocks the exit and I yelled
"Get out of my fucking way!" while sobbing and I kicked him in the balls.
"Ahhh... fuck! Why the hell would you that?" He said grabbing his balls while falling on his knees in agony.
"Because you deserved it!" I said flipping my hair while wiping the tears off my face then I opened the door walking out and I shut the door.
It felt great doing that. What's his problem, I'm not a fucking slut for him to suck on. I know he's hot, popular and whatever but idgaf literally.
It was lunch time so I went to the cafeteria. As I walked in with my novel in my hand, everyone stared at me but I didn't bother at all.
I collected my lunch and I sat near the window and I started eating my sandwich while reading my novel.
Heads kept looking but I just ignored it and there was complete silence. Until Luke breaks the silence by limping with an ice pack held at his balls and his jeans were getting wet. I felt really bad, I shouldn't have done that.

YOU ARE READING
Cruel Love [L.H]
FanfictionDrugs, cutting and crying were basically her life because of her bully(luke hemmings). After giving her hell he realises that he likes her. All this time he had cruel love on her (Autumn). She gives up her hope on living because she felt that she lo...