Cruel Love [L.H]

Chapter 9

{Michael}

She looks really beautiful in the moonlight that is shining through the curtains, making her beautiful face glow.

Right now I need to love her harder because no one has ever shown it to her .

Maybe she was the one I was searching for but I just didn't know it. Who would have known she could be the one after the one I loved left me because of my best friend. She deserved to live not to take her own life I still held grudges at Luke but it couldn't last forever because he was my friend.

After that I never really spent time with him and I don't know if I can ever trust him. I had to forgive Lisa for cheating on me with him but in the end she took her own life and that fucker couldn't even show up for her funeral.

I teared up for a moment but I hope Autumn doesn't wake up. This time I'm not gonna let anyone hurt Autumn like they did to Lisa, I have to protect her and I can't afford loosing anyone now.

《Next Morning》

I woke up and she was still asleep beside me. She looked beautiful even in the morning and I didn't want to wake her up

Suddenly my door opens and my mom's head pops out.

"Oh! Michael I didn't know you had company. Do you mind if you both joined me down stairs for breakfast so you can introduce her to me?" My mom says whispering and winking at me.

"Okay... mom just don't embarrass me"

"Oh I will" she says smiling and then she closes the door carefully.

Oh God! Hope she doesn't ruin anything or make me look like a loser in front of Autumn.

Suddenly she wakes up and I stared at her and she rubs her eyes while yawning.

"Morning sleepy head, don't forget we have school"

"What! What! Am I late?" She panics.

"No you aren't" I said.

"Thank God" she says stroking her chest .

"Well my mom is expecting us for breakfast so I guess we better get ready"

"Your mom? What if she hates me or what if I screw up and what if I'm too ugly and to nerdy that she doesn't want you date me???"

"Take a chill babe, let's just shower together"

"You mean naked me and naked you in the shower??? I'm not ready"

"Baby it's just a shower it's not like we're going to having sex unless you do want to but I can't do it because I don't think your ready"

"Okay" she breathes.

My goodness this girl is so naive and that's what I like about her.

"Well I'm gonna wait for you in the bathroom and freshen up before you come in" she said. My my my what is she preparing for? .

{Autumn}

Okay! We're not having sex it's just a shower with your boyfriend so stop overreacting like a bitch. I start undressing and I made sure my hair was okay and I gave my boobs a squeeze, okay this is weird but don't judge I don't wanna look flat while showering with my boyfriend. Watching movies influenced me, so I thought maybe if I did but whatever.

I stood in the shower thinking and shit and blah blah blah. Suddenly he walks in, Oh no! Oh no! There's a naked man in the shower with me I mean my man I can't look I freaking can't. I'm having a panic attack right now. He steps in the shower and slides the sliding door closed.