I was finally going to relax and I hear the door open and hear footsteps walking towards the pool. I turn around and see it's Alex, which I can't say I am not upset about in fact I am thrilled to see him. We kinda have a stare off in the pool till finally, some words fall out of my mouth, words I really wish did not. I ask Alex "so do you like me or?" I shut my mouth as quickly as I opened it and could kind of see the confused expression on his face. We are in the water just there for a bit before I start to try and leave the pool but he grabs my arm and tells me "I don't know what I feel but I do wanna do this" I feel his face come closer to mine then our lips connect, and after that he left the pool leaving me there. I finally grasp what just happened and I dry off and go into the kitchen and I see Emily. She's alone and she looks like she has been crying, so I ask her "what's wrong?" She looks at me like she doesn't know if she wants to lie to me or tell me the truth so once again words just fall out of my mouth and I tell her "I know about you and Levi" she stares at me wide-eyed, but then I catch a slight look of relief on her face. She confesses to me about the entire relationship and how they knew each other before the show and she didn't know he worked for the show when she was cast. It was a lot but honestly, she's in need of a friend and not someone to go blab about her secret so I assure her that this stays between us. We hug and then I tell her "you have got to be more careful if you are going to continue sneaking around with Levi if I caught you no telling who else might have seen!" She looks worried but I again reassure her and we both decided to go to bed.
The next morning Levi and Olivia tell us that they need more footage of us actually enjoying our time here and more bonding so we are going to the Midlands carnival. They rented out the entire space and hired people to just come and enjoy it with us so it all looks natural! Honestly, I am excited because things inside the house have been getting pretty tense, we have had two eliminations alliances were formed it's just a lot to deal with. I change into this super cute outfit and I get ready with the startled reactions? I think that's the name Emily made for our alliance group, she's way into mock.
We all head out for the carnival and it feels nice to just bond with everyone, we even all start singing songs and stuff together the camera is just eating all of this "bonding" time up. We finally make it there and Alex tells me when the sun goes down meet him at the tunnel of love! Which is amazing so while I wait I hang out with Emily and surprisingly Anna. A lot of the carnival workers thought they were sisters, I personally don't see it but sometimes they did act like it. I ran into Jillian at the ring toss, she seems so distant so I challenge her to a game I let her win the first one but I kick her ass in the next three games. She doesn't take that very well, must be a sore loser. I keep wondering where Annaleigh is, I've hardly seen her all day, so I finally find Emily again she was wrapping up a confessional with Levi... Very suspicious but I let it go since I am supporting her choice. Me and Emily grab food, we split a funnel cake and I ask her if she will walk me to the tunnel of love. She agrees but asks "who am I going to meet?" I finally tell her the entire me and Alex story, but once we get there Alex is a no show and I begin to wonder if he forgot? Emily looks up and starts cheering with the crowd I guess there was a couple kissing on the Ferris wheel, I wish that could have been me but Alex decided not to show up so Olivia starts leading us back to the van and once everyone gets back on I finally see Alex and he mouths "sorry" I wonder where he was...
We head back into the house after a long day and we are told to gather in the living room for a special announcement. Shamir tells us that the girls will be going on a group date to the local male strip club. Cheers then erupted from the room. I was super jealous and then to my relief, Shamir said that the girls could pick one guy to come with them. Emily says "I think Trey should come with" and most everyone agrees, everyone except for Jillian. I really don't why she has a problem with me. She's probably jealous, most people are. I was grateful that the rest of the girls chose me, I mean it's not like I had that much competition anyways. I also wanted the chance to distract myself and get my mind off of Alex. On the ride over everyone was excited about going, but I could tell Emily seemed a little hesitant, I mean it would be a little awkward for her since Levi was going to be there for filming. I encourage her to let loose and show America that us mockers know how to have a good time. Annaleigh has seemed giddy ever since we left the carnival... and I was beginning to wonder if something happened. But that's not what I wanted to focus on tonight. We get to the strip club and the Levi and Olivia point us to where we will be sitting and then they bring us trays of tequila shots. This was going to be a wild night for sure. The night continues on and lets me tell you some of these girls are real lightweights. Anna basically smelled the tequila and got drunk. Everyone got a personal lap dance and some of these girls are some real hoes, I am honestly proud. Even Emily looked like she was having fun, but kept making glances at Levi, she has got to learn to be more discreet. Even though she was drunk, Jillian looked uncomfortable the whole time, I think she might have a fear of men. Eventually, Cassadi got a little too handsy with the strippers and we were asked to leave the club. I mean this girl ruins everything fun in this competition. Annaleigh was still giddy throughout the night, and I thought that the girl must have had a lot of fun. When I asked her about it she just replied: "I'm just happy, you saw what happened on the Ferris wheel earlier". It was at this moment that everything pieced together. The kissing couple on the Ferris wheel, him not showing up for the tunnel of love, and him saying he was sorry. Alex and Annaleigh were a thing.....and he leads me on to believe that we had something together. Men are trash.
