[complete] the swan dive | the first diary - katsudeku

day fifty four

i punched the hell out of that guy!
well, not really. i broke my arm and my legs. i didn't expect that much adrenalin to run through my veins after such an exhausting clean-up. i piled everything into a stack of rubbish for them to take away or recycle. saving the environment, if only all of us were like that. the entrance exams were intense. i saw you there, you had the same confident look on your face just like the one i saw that day, when we were young, ten years ago when you told me you would protect me. i miss that day, you know?

when i saw that robot, and the girl under the rubble, i pictured myself. helpless. pathetic. i wanted to prove that wrong.

so i jumped. not down. up. i jumped up and i punched the robot square in the face. it didn't reward any points. i knew i was doomed. i knew that i blew my chance at getting accepted into yuuei.

so i'll leave this here, as i cry in my room.
hoping and praying i'll get there soon.