[complete] the swan dive | the first diary - katsudeku

day ninety six

the many years of trying,
they have all gone to vain.
he did nothing,
yet he won the game.

was it his smile?
his eyes?
his kindess that you see?

i have all of those qualities,
but why didn't you fall for me?

was i a loser?
was i weak?
was it because i ignored you
for nearly a week?

i can't blame you.
i never would.
it was all my fault
for doing things i never should.

i end it here,
this entry is done.

kacchan,
you better look after him well.

if not,
you better be prepared to run.