[complete] the swan dive | the first diary - katsudeku

day one hundred and twenty two

one week ago.

"Since when the fuck did I make Deku sappy and shit?" groaned Katsuki, dropping his outstretched hands to his sides. He used one to clutch his blonde hair in anger, and the other fist clenched into a tight ball.
     "Bakugou, listen. Midoriya is suffering. I can see it in his eyes. Sometimes, I'd hear him crying in the bathroom- he'd mumble your name. I'd see him from the corner of my eye looking at us with pain mixed in with relief. He's so broken. He let you do all these things to him: beat him, threaten him, abuse him. He let you do all these things because he thought it was the way to your heart."
     "Since when the fuck did you get smart, Shitty Hair?"
     "When I see a friend in need, I do everything I can to make things right..."

"Even if it means giving up the things I love the most."