[complete] the swan dive | the first diary - katsudeku

day one hundred and twenty one

you grabbed me by my wrist and dragged me outside the classroom to the rooftop. why the rooftop of all places? hm? answer me!

oh, right. this is my diary. i sometimes forget that. clumsy me!

when you took me by the wrist, i winced in pain. i felt my previous cuts sting and shriek at the contact. when you heard my small whimpers of pain, you let go and gave me- what appeared to be- a concerned look. a genuinely concerned look. since when did you ever care for a piece of trash like me? or is this your fake sympathy and fake care? you're gonna expose me again.

at least, that's what i thought.

i didn't expect you to pull me into a warm hug.

i felt secure in your arms, like i did when we were kids.