Megan: Come on Queen come on..
I fell to the ground as my body became weak..
Queen: ERMIAS!!!
Some people came & got Ermias off the ground I followed...
Megan: I'm taking your car..I'll be behind yall.
Everything was going out of my ear. They drove to the hospital...
Ermias was laying in my arms as he looked at me *
Queen: Baby stay up! Stay up Ermias! Please!
Ermias: Queen..I..love you
He managed to say out his mouth
I tried to hold back my tears as I rocked Ermias back and forth..
Queen: HURRY UP!!
: We almost there!!
Queen: Ermias keep your eyes open baby we almost here.
He kept trying to close his eyes..they kept rolling back..I applied pressure to the gun wound.
Ermias touched my face with his bare hands..I looked down at him..
Ermias: If I don't make it..
Queen: Stop talking like that baby you gone make it I swear!
Ermias started coughing up blood*
Queen: GO GO GO!!!
Ermias: If I don't make it..Queen tell my daughter Alexis I love her..
I touched Ermias face tracing his unique face outline..
Queen: You're not leaving me nor Alexis Ermias I promise baby.
I kissed his hands*
Ermias didn't say anything for a minute or two...
Queen: Ermias!? Wake up baby!!
Ermias didn't open his eyes he just held onto my hands & said out the blue..."You're beautiful Queen. My legacy lives on." He let go of my hand..and I knew he was running out of time...I kissed him on his forehead before closing his eyes.. I lost him 💔.
We pulled up to the hospital & the crew opened up the back doors to the van..
: COME ON LET'S GRAB HIM OUT!!
It felt like my soul was gone..I couldn't think couldn't barely see..how could I when I just lost the love of my life..I didn't want to be around anyone..
The guys grabbed Ermias and took him inside the hospital he was brought up on a stretcher.
Megan grabbed me & hugged me tight*
Megan: He gone be alright Queen..he strong he gone get past this..
Queen: Cries* He's dead..
I poured out my eyes onto her shoulders..
Megan rubbed my back..I couldn't bare the pain..I haven't cried like this every since...every since my mother died and it hurts! It hurts so fucking bad...I cannot
