I hear everyone's prayers..I was greeted at the gates of heaven..I tried to open them, but I couldn't..I saw my grandfather on the other side of the gates..
Grandpa: Why are you here?
Ermias: Bow heads* It's a long story..but I'm here now grandpa
Grandpa: No! You go back you have unfinished business on earth you go !
I tried to step forward, but I was pulled back with full force in a reversal style..my soul was put back into my body.. I blanked..I heard people in the room..I just listened
Mom: I'm not pulling no plug on my child ! I don't care how long he's been on the machine you better not pull that damn plug!
I opened up my mouth to say..
Ermias: You heard my lady
My mama hugged me tight asl*
Mom:ERMIAS!? BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
Ermias: I love you more mama!!
Mom: I have to go get Queen and the girls !
Ermias: Girls?
Mom: Queen had your baby Kross.
I smiled trying to get up to go see my baby..
Queen came in the room and my heart melted. My soulmate is here.
She ran up to me and gave me a big hug and a kiss*
Ermias: I miss you baby
Queen: Imy Ermias
Ermias: Alexis!!!
Alexis: Dadge me miss you
I gave Alexis a hug and a kiss on the forehead. My family makes me happy man..my brother and sister came in...
James cried*
James: I'm sorry Nipsey I'm sorry man
James looked like he was really apologetic.
Ermias: It's fine I don't remember what happened..
I tried to sit up but I couldn't...
Ermias: Why can't I sit up?!
My momma placed her hand on my knee..
I looked around the room and saw everybody face expression changed.
The doctor came in the room with a wheelchair..
Doctor: Is he ready to get in the wheelchair?
Ermias:Wheelchair huh? How long have I've been out?!
Queen: A year..
Ermias: A year?! It couldn't have been a year..what happened to me ?
Everyone didn't even know what had happened..all they knew was Ermias had gotten shot.
Everyone looked at me.
Queen: We was at the club..and some people shot at you...
Ermias: Ooh..
Doctor: You ready?
Ermias: Why can't I feel my legs why do I need a wheelchair explain somebody now!
Doctor: You are paralyzed from the waist down..
A nigga tried to hold back his tears, but I couldn't..
I cried man being paralyzed ain't nothing to play with..I'm not be able to do things that I did once before maaan...my girl i can't even please her as I did..my daughter i can't run with her and play dolls with her..I can't do nothing I wish I was still in a coma better yet dead.
