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❦ Chapter 38 ❦

Taehyung Pov

Jeongguk opened the front door for me so I could go out and turn around to him again, saying goodbye. Today was a very... intensive afternoon. I had done something forbidden, although I always was one of the best students, but I still liked it. So much. I even thought about repeating it in the future. I also asked myself whether I was actually gay or hetero.

After all, I had never been interested in girls before, but did that make me gay now? I didn't know and I really had to think about it again.

"Don't forget your backpack, Kim", he smiled a little, raising it up for me before I took it with red cheeks. I bowed briefly, thanking him that he had taken care of my stomach and was tender with me before I turned around and slowly wanted to walk away. Jeongguk grabbed the sleeve of my sweater and forced me to stop. Confused, I looked at him and asked what was going on.

"Do you still have this dumb problem with your... girlfriend? Maybe I can help you", he explained and leaned against the door frame.

I looked to the ground and played nervously with my fingers. I actually thought he had forgotten, but he still knew about that stupid topic. I was actually happy that he wanted to offer me his help, but I didn't need it anymore. I had confessed everything to my mother after coming home from the afternoon where Jeongguk had pressed me onto the table, rough. She was anything but enthusiastic. She was disappointed.

But I didn't blame her, after all I had lied to her and now we are standing in a bad light in front of our relatives. When Yoongi and Jimin heard about it, they even ignored me for a whole day. But I hadn't told anyone that I had spent the night with Jeongguk.

"Oh, this again... Well, this problem is already fixed. I confessed to my parents... They were disappointed. Just like my two best friends", I mumbled and lowered my head, sad. With Yoongi and Jimin, everything was okay and back to normal again, but I knew that they were still offended at me. Hopefully everything would be all right soon. I had screwed up and told them a stupid lie. I hadn't thought about the consequences, but telling the truth was simply no solution for me at that time. Now, I had some problems and it just sucked. Really...

Suddenly, Jeongguk put his hand under my chin and lifted it up so I had to look him in the eye. My cheeks turned incredibly red when he was so close to me and I chewed on my lower lip nervously. My heart beat faster immediately, which surprised me a bit. Why is it beating so fast? Silently, he looked me in the eye before asking me a question I hoped he would never ask.

"Why did you lie, Kim? Why didn't you tell your parents and friends that you stayed with me?"

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Author's note: 🌚🌚🌚♥️
What do you think? What answer is going to wait for Jeongguk? We will see about that! 💞
Btw, this chapter is not corrected yet - please ignore the mistakes!

~ ggukstaee 🌺