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❦ Chapter 64 ❦

Kim Taehyung

"Holy mother of swag", Yoongi shouted in horror as I went back to school on friday -without the stupid pain in my ass- and probably had to look like a corpse, "Dude, you absolutely look like shit". I forced myself to smile and leaned against the cool stone wall behind me. Luckily my first class was over, but seven still need to be solved.

Last night, I couldn't close my eyes, had cried from time to time and was with Jeongguk with my thoughts all the time. So I was tired, exhausted and stressed.

"Did Jeongguk fuck up something?! If so, I will personally destroy his stupid fac-", Jimin said angrily, clenching his hands to fists, but I interrupted him by putting my hand on his shoulder and assuring him that Jeongguk had nothing to do with it. Although I lied to my two best friends once again, I just didn't want everything to degenerate into a big fight.

After all, I had already accepted Jeongguk's opinion about relationships, but still wasn't fully over it. It would take a few more days for me to process everything so I would feel better again.

Yoongi confused tilted his head a little bit to the did and crossed his arms in front of his chest, "Then what's going on? I mean... You look like you've been through several existential crises". Sighing, I looked at my shoes and searched for a suitable excuse. But before it even got that far, the bell rang and the two had to go to their second class, just like I had to. However, they still asked for an explanation and I promised to give them one if we saw each other again.

They said goodbye to me and both turned left as I walked straight on.
A relationship is useless, Jeongguk had said. Those words from him had eaten their way into my head and didn't left me anymore.

However, I had to get rid of all my worries and problems because I needed a clear head to pass my math class. After all, the exams were soon to come and I couldn't afford any more absenteeism or inattentiveness at school.

Hopefully the rest of the day will be good...

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I was so down that I careless dropped my bag on the floor. The day really couldn't get any worse. The teacher had just sent me home because I looked anything but healthy. Even though I claimed that everything was fine with me and that all students around me were just exaggerating, the teacher still handed me the medical certificate and dismissed me. Therefore, I lay in bed with a huge, painful hole in my chest and stared at the ceiling.

My whole body screamed for some sleep, so I closed my eyes and pulled the blanket up to my neck. But when my cell phone vibrated next to me, I took it in my hand to read the message quickly.

Unknown
Here is ya' boy, Kihyun 😏
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Unknown
Just don't ask ~
A buddy, aka Shownu, who's visiting your math class already told me that you feel more that shitty today
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Unknown
And Jeongguk told me too, that stupid moron
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Unknown
That's why he told me to ask you how you're feeling. he would actually do that, but his parents come back from their business trip today and he has a special meal with them
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Taehyung
Kihyun?
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Kihyun
Yeah, it's me 😏
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Taehyung
Did Jeongguk give you my number?
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Kihyun
He did
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Kihyun
And he also told me that you're pretty depressed and that I should help you and your poor ass~
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Kihyun
Hrhrhr
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Kihyun
(☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞
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Kihyun
You're getting my allusion to your ass? 😏
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Taehyung
Kihyun...
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Taehyung
I really don't have a single nerve left for this...

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Taehyung
I just want to sleep and drown in my frustration...
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Kihyun
On a scale of butterflies and forever lessons, how bad are you feeling right now?
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Taehyung
No Wi-fi
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Kihyun
JISOOOOOS
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Kihyun
This is more than serious
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Kihyun
I will smack Jeongguk to the moon
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Taehyung
Kihyun...
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Taehyung
Just why?
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Kihyun
Why what?
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Taehyung
Why doesn't he want to have relationship with me?
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Taehyung
Am I not good enough for him?
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Taehyung
Not beautiful enough?
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Taehyung
Is it my ugly looks?
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Taehyung
That I don't have as much money as he has?
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Taehyung
That I don't have that much experience with sex?
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Taehyung
What is it?
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Kihyun
Taehyung, you really are a wonderful person.
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Kihyun
Don't say to yourself that it's all your fault.
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Kihyun
Jeongguk just has no idea about all this kitschy stuff.
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Taehyung
But why?
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Taehyung
Kihyun, you are his cousin, you must know something...
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Taehyung
You said you know everything about him
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Taehyung
Please help me...
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Taehyung
I beg you...
Please help me
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Kihyun
I don't have the right to tell you everything that has happened in Jeongguk's life...
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Kihyun
He has to tell you that by himself
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Kihyun
But when you lose a person you've loved with every inch of your body, you don't want to believe in love anymore
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Author's note: 😜
Ohoo.... I smell drama :)
What do you think? Who does Kihyun mean? 😏
We will find out ✨♥️

~ ggukstaee 🌺