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❦ Chapter 62 ❦

Kim Taehyung

Jeongguk gently placed me on his lap. After I told him that it hurt to sit on the chair, he offered me to sit on his crotch. I hadn't missed his big grin of course, and when he pinched my aching butt with a teasing smile, I agreed hastily. It's hard to believe that by now, he already knew how to wrap me around his finger. When I had to think back to my former self, which was cute and innocent at the beginning of school, I was surprised how I had changed.

I was now more self-confident, I didn't have to stutter that often anymore and I was more assertive. I didn't know if Jeongguk was as loving to other people as he was to me, but when I compared the current Jeongguk with the one I met school, I also noticed that he changed. He smiled more often and made jokes, but he still liked to fight with his classmates and threaten them if they hadn't shown him the necessary respect.

The time we had spent together had changed us both quite a bit.

We started having breakfast and chattered together, until I remembered what I wanted to ask Jeongguk. Therefore, I put my cup of hot chocolate away and turned around, so I could see Jeongguk's face looking at me questioningly. "Jeongguk...? What are we both now?", I asked him and placed my hands, mostly covered by Jeongguk's big shirt, on his beautiful face.

Jeongguk raised his eyebrows and seemed confused about my question, but he slowly answered, "Humans?"

Sighing, I rolled my eyes and shook my head. Jeongguk was a genius sometimes, but not always. "No, I didn't mean that... I mean... Are we having a relationship now?", I carefully stroked with my thumbs over Jeongguk's prominent cheekbones, because I just wanted him to accept my feelings and let us have a relationship with each other.

Silently we looked into each other's eyes. I waited impatiently for his answer.

"A relationship?", he questioned again, whereupon I nodded once. I smiled dearly and waited in anticipation of his confirmation that he wanted to have a relationship with me as much as I did with him. But I had been happy too early.

"Absolutely not. Relationships are totally unnecessary. What does that say about two people?", Jeongguk said seriously and my smile, which was still visible on my lips earlier, disappeared immediately. Ouch. I could swear that my heart had got a big tear at that moment. A really big tear.

All of a sudden, my hopes and dreams to have a relationship with Jeongguk that was full of true love, shattered like a soap bubble. I thought he liked me...
After all, he had often made it clear to Kihyun and Jaebum that I belonged to him, but he still didn't want a relationship with me? A cruel pain appeared in my chest which was a thousand times worse than the pain in my abdomen I had from our night together. But they were hardly bearable and just annoying.

Why had I been so naive? Why had I only assumed that Jeongguk would have a relationship with me if he never had one, only several fuck buddies?

Fuck buddies, this thought suddenly came into my mind and the pain increased in strength. Was I now also one of his temporary fuck Buddies that he would throw away if they got too boring for him? Slowly, the tears appeared in my eyes and I pulled my hands away from his beautiful face. Why would he do something like that?

Jeongguk noticed my hurt, sad look, so he carefully grabbed my small, tiny hands. I wanted to release myself from him, slapping my stupid fave because really thought that Jeon Jeongguk would accept my fucking feelings. Automatically, I felt strange and those cold tears rolled down my cheeks. However, I couldn't pull myself away from him, because I was only pressed against his chest. Jeongguk firmly hold me with a strong grip, so I couldn't get away.

"Taehyung...", Jeongguk murmured softly, but I shook my head and placed my hands against his chest to push him away - I didn't want to hear his words, I just wanted to go home and cry my soul out of my body. Nevertheless, he pulled me back to his strong chest, which felt as good as always - but this time, it was false. Eventually, Jeon Jeongguk became my doom when I got involved with him.

"Just because I don't want to have a relationship with you doesn't mean you don't belong to me"

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Author's note: Well well well 😏😏💕
Let the drama begin, my dreamers ~
I hope you liked the chapter, even tho it's not that good 🙈✨♥️ I love you anyway!
[Not corrected yes - just ignore the mistakes please!]

~ ggukstaee 🌺