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❦ Chapter 55 ❦

Taehyung Pov

Jeongguk gently put some ointment on my neck and distributed it carefully while I sat on the bed in front of him. After he jerked me off in the shower, we hadn't exchanged a word yet. There was no weird mood or anything like that between us, but I just didn't know what to say. After all, this had been our first, intimate moment. Jeongguk, unlike me, had a lot of experience and probably his first time having sex long ago.

"Why so quiet, hm?", Jeongguk grinned as he finished applying the ointment and placed his hands on my thighs. I turned bright red and hid my face behind my hands. How could he still be so calm and cocky after such an experience? "I...so... Um...", I stuttered and then closed my mouth when no more word came out. It was so annoying that I never knew what to say when I was feeling Jeongguk's presence. That must be due to his dominant nature, which made me actually submissive.

Jeongguk took my hands softly and shoved them off my face, "Don't be embarrassed that I jerked you off, kid. After all, it's not going to be the first time we're doing such things". My eyes widened and I gasped in shock, which made him smile even more. He wanted to do... even more with me?, I asked myself incredulously and had to remember that the other day, Jeongguk had told me on the phone that he wanted to get to know me better before we would do dirty things like sexting.

"But that will come sooner or later, baby. First of all, we both have to prepare for the presentation the day after tomorrow. Have you seen your slides yet?", Jeongguk let go of me and went to his closet where he took out a hoodie that he pulled over his thin T-shirt. I hesitantly shook my head and told him that I didn't have time yet, so he just sighed and grabbed me by the wrist before pulling me behind him.

"If we're skipping this day, let's practice our presentation at least. I'm not up for a bad mark", he just said and sat down at his desk chair, where he stretched himself a little bit and then turned on his computer. Silently, I watched the man who had stolen my heart and dreamed of every night in front of me. He was so perfect, loving and strong that with every second, he trapped me more with his spell.

In my wildest dreams, I would never have thought of ever having feelings for Jeon Jeongguk. I mean, when I went to school and heard a story about him for the first time, I was afraid of him and swore myself, never being targeted by him. That was the case for all the bad students like Jaebum and people like Kihyun, but Jeongguk had a big effect on me from the beginning. He made my feelings explode and even let me forget my own name sometimes.

Jeongguk was a person who always captured my heart again and again, fascinating me. No matter what he did.

✧*:.｡.

Exhausted, I arrived home. Luckily, Jeongguk had lent me a turtleneck sweater so I could hide my sore throat. My parents shouldn't know about it. "I'm home again", I shouted and took off my shoes before going to the living room where my mother read a book and my father worked on his laptop. Both greeted me affectionately and briefly stopped working to give me a kiss on the forehead.

I loved my parents so much...

Panting, I sat down on the sofa and made myself comfortable. "Are you hungry, sweetheart?", my mother asked me and looked me in the face, but I shook my head. I had already eaten with Jeongguk, so my stomach didn't want any more food. However, I finally wanted to confess to my parents that I liked a boy. By now, they knew I had stayed at Jeongguk's because I was drunk at the party for which they were quite grateful, but they had no idea of my feelings for him.

"Eomma? Appa? I want to tell you something...", I murmured and nervously played with my fingers. I felt myself slowly sweating, but I hadn't even started telling them about my feelings yet. My parents stopped working and turned their attention to me, their only son. "What is it, my son? Do you have problems at school?", my father stood up and sat down next to me on the sofa, but I just shook my head hastily.

"N-No! Everything is great at school, really," I disagreed and then swallowed heavily once.

Come on, Taehyung.. Tell them!, I shouted at myself in my thoughts, but my mouth was like tied up. I was afraid that they would no longer accept me as a son and in the worst case would even kick me out of the house...

As much as I feared that they would no longer love me, I remembered that they were always there for me and had always forgiven me, no matter what bad things I had done. So they had a right to know who their son's heart belonged to. Even if it was a man instead of a woman.

"I... I fell... in love with Jeon Jeongguk..."

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Author's note: well well well...
What do you think, how will Taehyung's parents react? 😏💦✨ Let's see~

~ ggukstaee 🌺