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❦ Chapter 73 ❦

Kim Taehyung

All the spectators stared at the screen and waited for Jeongguk and me to connect our lips with each other. I was still looking with big eyes at the screen where Jeongguk and I were visible. My heart was beating wildly against my chest in such a fast beat that I thought it would jump out of my chest any moment.

A big smile appeared on my lips because I was so happy about that moment. Why not? There certainly weren't many ways to kiss Jeongguk in front of such a big crowd and show them all:

Kim Taehyung belonged to Jeon Jeongguk.

I looked to the side, beamed all over my face and placed my hand on Jeongguk's shoulder to shake him a little. He still was on the phone, but he could let it go for at least a minute so we could kiss.

Jeongguk had been on the phone the whole time and although I wanted to ask him why he had been on the phone for so long, I wasn't one of those people who, for example, secretly went to their boyfriend's cell phone to look at their Instagram accounts if they had likened pictures of other women.

I leaned over to him a bit and had to smile because of his beautiful, flawless side profile.

Jeongguk would never cheat on me. I didn't trust him to do that.

"Jeongguk~", I smiled lovingly and continued to shake his shoulder until he finally turned to me and removed his cell phone a little bit from his ear to press it a little against his chest. My cheeks turned pink as Jeongguk reached out his other hand to cup my chin.

His intense gaze lay on me, who -to my amazement- showed no emotion at all. I bit onto my lower lip and became increasingly nervous as his hand almost reached my face. Either the whole stage watched us full of anticipation, or I blanked out everything around me again, because it was pretty quiet. Next to me, Kihyun held his mobile phone in his hand once again to film us, grinning.

How long did I wait for such a moment?, I asked myself and couldn't wait to feel his wonderful lips on line. And I actually forgot that I hadn't forgiven him yet. I just wanted this kiss so much.

Jeongguk's big hand suddenly covered my mouth, whereupon I widened my eyes and didn't understand what the hell he was doing right at that moment, but Jeongguk grumbled in a bad mood, "I'm having a damn important conversation right now, don't you see that? I don't have any time for this fucking Kiss-Cam crap."

Shocked that his cousin had just had said something like that, Kihyun's phone slipped out of his hands and fell on his lap.

But he wasn't the only one. In my eyes, there was pure shock and disbelief visible. I never expected Jeongguk to do something like that. Therefore, Jeongguk just pushed me back into my seat and brought his phone up to his ear again. Paying more attention to this conversation than to me and that hurt a lot.

If I wasn't mistaken, a huge tear ripped my heart in half. This pain I felt this time was even more worse, than the pain I got when he told me he didn't want to have a relationship with me. The whole audience was screaming at Jeongguk for what he did, but that didn't bother him at all. He just ignored it.

»Just because I don't want to have a relationship with you doesn't mean you don't belong to me« - he had said but I didn't believe him any more. Suddenly, I wondered who he was just talking to on the phone.

Was that someone else? Or another fuck buddy? Did he therefore not want a relationship with me...? Because he was already having one? Had I really been only a temporary fuck buddy that would always and everywhere be fuck-able if he want it that way?

These questions of deception flooded my head and I almost got a headache. I never have felt so horrible as now. The whole stadium had just seen my rejection and that was slowly crushing me as well.

Everyone had seen it. Everyone had seen how Jeongguk pushed me back onto the seat and payed attention to his cell phone. That wasn't just bad. It was embarrassing and humiliating.

"I'm going somewhere else for a moment. It's too loud for me. Then we can understand each other better", Jeongguk said sighing and stood up from his seat before he walked past the empty seats and then walked up the stairs. I wanted to reach out my hand to grab his hand, but I couldn't even catch his wrist.

With an almost empty gaze, I looked after him and felt him stab my heart with a dagger with every step he took. Why did he do this to me?

I thought I meant something to him... I thought I was important to him, I mumbled to myself depressed in my thoughts and suddenly felt so small under all these looks of the audience.

A strange feeling appeared my chest. But it wasn't grief or pain. It was anger. I was mad at Jeongguk for the first time. For sitting on the phone for the whole game. For not kissing me, but having this phone call.

I let my hand sink again because it was pointless to reach out for Jeongguk's hand, which was untouchable at that moment. At the end, I threw a empty glaze at Jeongguk's raven-haired cousin, who looked at me pitifully. Carefully, he placed his hand on my back and stroked it gently to give me some comfort. But why comfort me when I was angry?

I stared up at him. Feeling utterly attached and feeling him closer than Jeongguk at that moment. The warmth he just gave me to distract me from the rejection, wrapped around my small body and I just felt comfortable near Kihyun.

Then, I looked at his lips. I almost stared at this rosy pair and felt the urge not only to kiss them, but to pay Jeongguk back somehow. The cousin noticed my intense look, but he didn't even get to ask me because I grabbed his chin and pulled him to me to connect our lips.

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Author's note: Hrhrhrhrhr
Some of you were right! Taehyung kissed Kihyun 🌚😳💕😂🤭
Surprise, surprise! 💕🥰 What do you think about that?
[No corrected yet - Ignore the mistakes please🤭]

~ ggukstaee 🌺