What's In Your Mind? (Krii7y) ✔️

Chapter 14

(Jaren's pov)

I woke up and looked over at my phone. I pick it up and the screen lights up, showing no notifications. It's Sunday, can't wait to go to Hell tomarrow. My perents should be home in about 2 days though, and if I skipped and they found out, I'd be in some deep shit.

I get up and go downstairs to grab a granola bar for breakfast. Once I'm done, I go back upstairs to my room. I grab my laptop and log onto my 2nd Instagram account, the one I use if I need info on someone, and I don't want to stalk their account on my personal profile. Once I log on, I do some searching for John's profile, because why not? After a few minutes of searching, I come across an account and see John in the profile picture. I click on the profile and look at the latest post.

There was a group of people and John was in the Middle.

"I'm gonna miss these guys, goodbye Texas! I'm heading for LA now."- The caption read.

I frown to myself, thinking about how hard it must've been to leave all his friends back in Texas. I've lived where I am now for as long as I can remmember, my life isn't the best, but I'd imagine there'd be some stuff I would miss if I left here.

I go to the next picture. In the photo, there's a picture of John and another guy. He's a but chubby, and has a little stubble on his chin, or should I say chins. He has a backwards hat on a large red shirt.

I checked the caption- "I'm moving to LA, I'm gonna miss Anthony the most, cheers to best friends am I right?"

I go from post to post, looking for something interesting. Most of the pictures that followed were pictures of him and his friends, wishing each other goodbye. I kept scrolling until I saw something that caught my eyes.

A picture of John, of course, and a brunette girl pecking him on the cheek.

'Sad to end this relationship, we will always love each other, a long distance relationship would be hard. I'm gonna miss you Amy!" -My heart went down south. (if you get this song refrence, you are actually the best person to exist) He's straight. He's single, but he's straight. There goes my chances. Even if he was gay, it wouldn't work out anyways. He looked so happy in all of the pictures, I wouldn't him to lose his happiness because of me.

I scrolled through more pictures on his profile until the pit in my stomach got almost unbearable to ignore. He's such a happy person. He seems like he has everything. Who am I to come into his life and make him worry?

I log out of my stalker account and get back into my personal profile. I check out Swagger's insta, to see if he had anything new.

Like I expected, there was a new post, a few actually.

Most of them were memes he just posted probobly because he didn't want to bore people with picture of him having fun. The clicked on the only post that wasn't a meme. A picture of Swagger sitting next to the one and only John appeared on my screen.

"Yo guys, this guy next to me is John, he just moved here. Is he a keeper?"- I smile, observing John in the picture.

I click off of Instagram and shut my laptop, heading downstairs afterwards to grab some lunch.

I pull out some bread, mayo, ham, and cheese from the kitchen and make myself a sandwich. I eat it fairly quickly, concidering I had a small breakfast.

I head to the living room and turn on the TV. I flip through the channels, looking for something to watch. I end up watching law and order (idk why, but crime shows are actually one of my favorate types of things to watch, they're so entertaining tbh). After and episode or two, I plan to stop watching, but as soon a the second episode ends, another starts, and I can't help but keep watching. (This happens to me literally every time I watch Criminal Minds.)

I lose count of the episode I've watched and eventually turn the TV off, ending the endless loop I've been in. I look over at the clock- 6:22.

It's early to eat dinner but I'm already pretty tired, do I end up walking myself to the kitchen, looking for something to eat. I open the fridge to find nothing appealing. I don't feel like having pizza again so I pull out my phone to text Swagger.

Milkyboi- hey I know it's short notice, but can you pick me up some McDonald's or something, I have nothing to eat rn

I wait for him to reply, getting no response in the first 5 minutes.

About 10 minutes later, my phone vibrates.

HelmetHead- yea ok, you want the usual I'm guessing?

Milkyboi- yea, thanks

HelmetHead-no problem, I'll be there in about 15.

Milkyboi- k

I put my phone back in my pocket and sit on the couch, waiting. About 15 minutes later, like Swagger said, there was a a knock on my door.

I open it and see Swagger with a bag of McDonald's, as expected. But what I din't expect to see was John, right behind him.

A/N- Oi! Sorry for the wait, I've been a bit lazy the past few days and havn't been writing anything until today. I don't have much to say, my life is pretty uneventful but I know who would make it eventful *wink, wink, you know who you are*. Like always, I hope you enjoyed this chapter, and bye!

*important- I have decided to update every Monday! I hope I stay true to that...*