My image of confidence,
I don't know where it is
ㅡ Eclipse, Got7
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(Y/N) twists and turns beside Seungmin. She just can't get it out of her head. She wonders if Chan feels the same way, too.
Indeed, he does. Chan's mind is clouded with thoughts pertaining to the kiss and his date that he completely forgot about.
(Y/N) sighs, she feels as if she needs to talk to Chan. So, with that idea in her head, she sits up from her space, determination taking over her senses.
A soft knock is heard on his door. His head snaps towards the door as a confused look etched on his face.
Who would be up at this time?
Either way, Chan stands up and walks over to the door, opening it slowly. He finds himself looking at (Y/N).
"Hey…" (Y/N) says softly.
Chan stares at her blankly before stepping aside to let her in. The girl walks in and sat on the edge of his black-sheet-covered bed, chewing her lip nervously, all of the confidence and determknation that flooded her brain just three seconds ago was long gone.
Chan sits beside her, the two avoid eye contact as (Y/N) tries to bring the words out of her mouth.
And, finally, she does.
"Wh-Why did you k-kiss me?"
Chan stays silent, deep in thought. Why did he kiss her?
"I don't know…"
(Y/N) feels her heart crack just a bit, she plays with her fingers. If he doesn't know, then, why was she still here?
"Okay, then. I'm going to bed now." She stands up quickly, facing the door and said.
Chan reaches out for her hand instinctively. "(Y/N), wait."
And, so, she does.
"I'm sorry...for kissing you." Chan pauses. "It was out of line, I know."
No, it wasn't Chan, she wants to say but holds it in.
"It's okay...just-in-the-spur-of-the- moment-thingz, right?" She asks and turns back to face him, smiling a bit, smiling through the pain.
Chan nodds slowly, trying to smile back. "Yeah." He answers softly.
He watches as she clenched her fists and bit her lip and he knows something was wrong. She looks away from him as tears prick her eyes.
"(Y/N), what's wrong?"
As tears begin to leave her eyes, she feels weak. Chan quickly stands up and wipe her wet cheeks. The sudden skin contact sends a shiver down the female's spine, Chan freezes when they make eye contact.
Her eyesㅡ they hold disappointment, anger and sadness all at the same time.
"You're so blind, Chan."
With that, she leaves the room, not forgetting the close the door.
Chan stares at the door in pure confusion and shock. What?
"I almost confessed to Chan last night."
Jisung, Seungmin, Hyunjin and Felix choke on their ice cream when they hear those words come straight out of (Y/N)'s mouth.
"How did I not know?" Asks Seungmin.
"Yeah, it literally happened in your house!" Felix says.
(Y/N) shrugs. "We…kissed."
"YOU DID WHAT?" Shouts Hyunjin causing others in the park to look at them. He ignores them and stares at the girl for an answer.
She sighs, she has to explain everything to them now. "Yesterday, in the morning, when I got Seungmin's house, I walked into Chan's bedroom to say 'hi', but it turned out to be much more than that." She admits, looking at her spoon that was shoved into her Cherry-vanilla ice cream.
"That's why you were acting so strange!" Exclaims Seungmin.
(Y/N) nods. "I'm sorry that I didn't tell you guys sooner. He told me, last night, that it was just an 'in-the-spur-of-the-moment' thing. I silently cried myself to sleep that night… Ugh, whipped." She chuckles at her lame self.
"You definitely are whipped, kid." States Jisung as he leans next to her to throw the napkin in the garbage can that was next to the bench they sat on.
But he wished that he didn't.
"Okay, guys, I think we should go." Jisung says, clapping his hands together.
"What? Why?" Asks Hyunjin.
Jisung sighs and tilts his head to the side when (Y/N) isn't looking.
The boys look over to the entrance of the park where Seungmin's older step-brother stands with a brunette who wears a pair of light blue jeans and a white tee shirt. She's smiling lovingly at Chan as he does the same. They can't believe their eyes.
"Yeah, we should go," Seungmin agrees with Jisung, knowing who it is with his older brother.
Cierra.
"Wait, what's going on?" (Y/N) asks.
"Nothing, we're just gonna leave now," Hyunjin says, standing up and pulling (Y/N) up with him. He wraps an arm around her waist and she leans into his touch as the four walk away from the bench.
Taking one glance behind her to see if she left anything, (Y/N) freezes. Hyunjin feels this and looks at the girl, who now has hurt plastered all over her face.
"(Y/N)..." The others stop walking when they heard Hyunjin's voice. They turn and see what they were trying to prevent the whole time.
"I know you're cute and all, Channie, but, do people really have to stare at my new boyfriend?" Cierra asks, giggling a bit.
Chan laughs and looks where she was looking, about ten feet away from the bench they were behind. His face falls.
Cierra notices and nudges him. "Are you okay? What's wrong? Is she your ex?"
Chan can't mumble a word.
(Y/N) shakes her head in full disappointment and hurt. Chan opens his mouth to say something but nothing comes out. Not one sound.
"Come on," He hears Hyunjin say before they turn around and walk off.
I'd be so much better for youㅡunknown.
(A/N: this book has so many mistakes im not even joking)
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