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Chapter Thirteen: Somebody

Let it shine so they can see
We were meant to be
Somebody
Somebody, yeah,
somehow, someway
Someday
ㅡ Somebody, Lemonade Mouth

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Chapter Thirteen: Somebody

After that, (Y/N) decides to actually talk to Chan. Sucking in a deep breath, she carefully makes her way down the stairs in time to see Cierra and Chan's lips two centimeters away from each other.

She feels something boil up inside of her. Jealousy.

Quickly, she clears her throat. She isn't sure if now is the time to tell Chan about her feelings. But as nervous as she is, she feels like she needs to get it out of her. She has liked Chan for too long.

The two break away and their heads snap to where the girl stood by the stairs awkwardly and anxiously. Cierra glares at her and Chan stares in shock.

What is she doing here? They both ask themselves.

"Uh, Chr-Chris, can I t-talk to y-you in the kitchen?"

Why am I stuttering?

Oh, yeah, because I like him. Hehㅡ

The boy pulls away and nods. He places a kiss on Cierra's head before standing from the couch and walking to the kitchen, (Y/N) following.

"Uh," (Y/N) says as she hops on the island. "So...everything has been really awkward...lately."

"Yeah." Chan agrees and (Y/N) can say that she definitely misses that sweet voice of his.

"I missed you, Chris. Even if it was just two or three days ago..."

Chan's expression softens as he takes a look at the girl. She looks more tired than usual. "I missed you, too." He opens his arms wide, knowing that she needs it.

(Y/N) smiles and accepts the hug. "Thank you, a Chan-hug is exactly what I need."

"You always do." He says, threading his fingers through her hair.

Seconds later, she pulls away, looking Chan in the eye with a serious expression upon her face. Chan cups her face and pinches her cheeks. "What's wrong?"

"I have to tell you something," she whispers, removing his hands but still holding on to them, completely forgetting about Cierra.

"What is it?" Chan asks, giving them a squeeze.

(Y/N) is silent for a while as she stares into his curious, sparkling, brown eyes.

"This...this is such bad timing...because of your girlfriend and all..." Chan tilts his head curiously. "And, as much as I miss you and don't want things to be awkward between us, Chris. I don't think I can keep this in any longer...what I'm saying is, I like you, Chris. And, uh, this is weird, soㅡ"

"(Y/N)," Chan cuts her off, "I-I'm sorry...I didn't notice earlier. But you know about Cierra now."

(Y/N) frowns. "I-I know..."

Chan gives her a small smile and (Y/N) lets go of his hands. "I'll always love you like a sister, though."

Her heart completely broke.

Chan begins to walk away and as soon as he reaches the doorway, (Y/N) calls out for him. "Ch-Chris..."

The boy pauses and turns around slowly. "If Cierra wasn't your girlfriend, what would you have said?"

Chan looks down and sighs. "I can't answer that, (Y/N)." He says before meeting her sad eyes. "I'm really sorry."

"Of course, you are, Chan. It's not your fault."

(Y/N) sighs before walking out and going back to Seungmin's room.

The main point of telling Chan is to get it out of her system. And, she did, at least the first part. But why does it seem like she's longing for him more?

"How'd it go?" Asks Seungmin as he looks away from the television screen.

(Y/N) sighs loudly and throws herself on the bed next to him. "He rejected me."

"That's a bad thing?"

"Yes, Seungmin, it is. This whole plan was a bad idea! Why did I even... this did not help ANYTHING. It just made things worse. It made me feel like I lost him when I didn't even have him! I still like him, Seungmin. Help."

By this time, she is full-out sobbing.It honestly pains Seungmin to see his best friend like this. He pats the spot besides him, which she gladly takes and lays down. Seungmin hugs her, she hugs back and they just fall asleep like that, not knowing that a guilty Chan overheard her whole speech.

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