"We... We didn't fight. It's just something personal, so I can't tell you."
But I needed to. I needed to talk to someone, but I only knew Jungwoo. Should I? Or...
"Jungwoo, please help me."
"Of course Yooyoo, what is it?"
"The thing is, we're just awkward now, no fight. You see... No, I can't tell you. Never mind."
I was getting up when he grabbed my shoulders and pushed me back on the chair. We we're at the dining table in our house, and Johnny was out with Taeil and Taeyong.
"Yoojin, you need to tell me. Don't hold it in amymore."
"Fine, he saw my whole body, and, even though I allowed him, I cried after because I'm hideous compared to you guys, and girl idols, and he got mad because I kept saying things about my self and how he would be better off, so now he won't talk to me unless needed."
Wow, I never knew I could talk fast in a breath. I finally inhaled and saw Jungwoo looking at me confused, as if he was taking time to process all that information. But once he did, he looked at me bewildered.
"That's it? That's all there is to it?"
I nodded.
"Yoojin, you have got to stop degrading yourself like this. I know I'm supposed to be helping you, but what you did was clearly wrong. Johnny, me, the members, we don't care about how you look or anything. And you think we prefer other idols just because what, they look good? That's not how it works. We don't look at it that way, please try to understand we're people too. So stop it. You may be used to it, but... It hurts me, us. Especially Johnny. You have no idea how much you mean to him, and doing this just makes him feel worthless. And no, you're not ugly, hideous, whatever. You are beautiful, no matter what, especially to Youngho."
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Fanfiction(under reconstruction) Yoojin wrote, every week, at the same time, She wrote about everything, But she never expected anyone to read, Especially the person, or people, her writings directed to, The ones who were the only cause of her smile and laugh...
