BLOG <NCT Johnny>

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"Yoonseo, drink up."

I fed three month old Yoonseo, trying to keep it down. It was really late at night, three in the morning, but it was his usual time to wake up since he gets hungry and I had to move out of the bedroom this time. Johnny came home very late after work, so I didn't want to bother him.

Once he finished, I zipped up my night dress and burp him, then set him down on his floor bed we had in the living room. I went to the kitchen to get some water for myself, when he started to cry. I quickly turned to rush back, but tripped on the chair in the dark, falling down with it.

I looked back up and saw Johnny already out of the bedroom, rubbing his eyes. He turned on the lights, one look at me and he ran to my side.

"Oh my God, what happened baby?"

He picked me up and helped me sit on the couch, then picked up Yoonseo to coax him. I rub my ankle trying to get rid of the pain, and he sat next to me.

"What happened?"

"I was feeding him, then put him down. I went to get some water, but he cried and I kind of got scared you'd wake up, so I rushed but tripped instead."

She looked down mumbling her answer. Yoonseo fell asleep again, so I pull her into myself with my other arm.

"Why did you get scared?" I asked softly. She sighed and looked at me.

"You came back late from work, so I thought you must have been really tired... I didn't want to wake you."

I sighed this time and kissed her. "I told you Yoojin, he's my child too, and you're my wife. It's fine if I wake up like this. I need to take care of you two, you're my priority."

She nodded against my chest, and hugged me back.

"Let's go to bed. Yoonseo can sleep between us."

I looked up to see him smile, and mumbled OK. We kissed one more time before getting up to head to bed. Johnny carried Yoonseo, and laid him between us like he said, holding me close to him as well.

He fell asleep fast, as expected. I brushed through his hair, watching both my boys sleep.

My boys... I love them both, more than anything else in this world.

*

I woke up much earlier, fed Yoonseo, had breakfast, and made some for Johnny. I put Yoonseo in his crib, and looked at Johnny still sleeping. I smiled and got on bed, trying to shake him awake.

"Johnny wake up."

I whispered. He shook his shoulders, pushing my hand off. Such a baby. He's always hard to wake up when he knows he's free the next morning and has extra time to sleep. I sighed and shook him again, even kissed his cheek.

I guess that worked since I saw a smile tug at his lips, and he turned to peek at me. I smiled back at him, pulling him over onto his back.

"Wake up. I made you breakfast."

She's the loveliest. I smiled sleepily, but I was still too lazy to get up. I pulled her hand over me and grabbed her waist, sitting her on my tummy. I caressed her thighs, since she had shorts on, and just stared at her.

"What?" I chuckled seeing him stare at me.

"Nothing, you're just beautiful."

I shook my head and lightly hit his chest. He laughed, and suddenly grabbed my arms and pulled me down to him, my cheek against his shoulder. His hands caressed my back and all I could do was smile.

Suddenly they went under my shirt and I felt a sting when my bra strap hit my back.

"Seo Youngho!"

She shrieked at me but softly. I couldn't help it, I wanted to tease her for fun, and her reaction made me laugh a bit too loud. Before she could get up I hugged her tighter, even wrapping my legs around her butt.

"Johnny let go."

"Never. Let's stay like this. I want to sleep some more."

I sighed in defeat, and just let him be. He was tired, with the promoting of their repackaged now. He deserved rest. Although I feel like he's always tired.

"Johnny, are you tired of everything?"

I sighed and combed her hair. I know what she means, and it's true. Sometimes the stress really gets to me, and I try hard to control lashing out.

"I'm sorry... Sometimes I might just feel like scolding you, or anyone of the members. It's hard."

I knew his feelings, he's been acting quiet and a little distant. I'm not mad, I know he needs his space. I got up and sat on his stomach, my hand cupping and stroking his cheek.

"If you need space, just tell me. It's time for me to help you too. You can go gym, watch a movie, anything really. Just tell me you want to be alone and I'll leave you."

I grabbed her hand and started to kiss it.

"That's the thing. Whenever I do get free time alone, I suddenly want to hold you. You're my stress reliever."

I pulled her back down for a kiss, and this was one of those times she was confidently responding to me.

His one hand went under my shirt while the other was in my hair keeping me in the kiss while I balanced myself up. He slowly started to turn and threw a leg over me, finally parting our lips as we laid sideways and he held me tight in his embrace.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

"Do you think, in the future I mean, that we'll have more babies?"

She pouted her lips as she seemed to have been thinking. I hope she sees the same as me.

"If you want to. I'd like another one or two, but only if you want the same."

He smiled wider than ever, and I knew we just clicked.

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