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God, why am I so stupid!?! I should have known, fans are scary people. Even hearing his voice from a distance, even in a video, they would be able to recognise him right away.

I was so scared, I couldn't even go to work today. Johnny forced me somehow, saying this is nothing of a big issue. We went to SM building, and his manager immediately called us up to Lee Sooman's office.

She's shaking so much, I held her hand tight to try to stop it.

"Baby it's OK. People knew I was in a relationship anyways, so you revealing it doesn't cause much damage. Please calm down. If you're like this, it makes me feel bad."

He sounded so upset, so I stopped fidgeting and relaxed, and hugged him.

"I'm sorry. I'm just scared."

We reached the office room and were immediately sat down in front of Lee Sooman himself.

"Well. There's nothing much to say. We just need to figure out a statement to release to the press, that's all. So, how would you want to reveal it?"

"I know."

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So many cameras... I'm trying to stop myself from having a breakdown. Thankfully he's here right next to me, holding my hand tight.

"We were in a relationship for a while, and many fans already knew about it. It wasn't that significant to them because it was kept a secret from the media about who it was with. It was more of a fact about me. We kept her hidden because she wanted to, that's all. That video was an accident, it's not our fault if fans recognise us from so far, even in a video."

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