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I sat on our bed while Yoojin went to the washroom. I felt so giddy I couldn't stop doing something even just tossing my phone up and down.

It's our anniversary today, and to celebrate, I decided to do something special for her last night. From a rose petal trail to a candle lit room, I made it as romantic as possible, and gave her what she wanted.

Or, at least tried to. It's up to the result now.

"Johnny..."

I looked up, and she stood at the washroom door breathing heavily, with the test in her hand. I walked to her, and held her shoulders tight, until she unfolded her hands to show me the result.

"Two lines... is positive."

I couldn't hold it in. The happiness, excitement, tears of joy, it all came out together. I carried and hugged her, spinning around the room.

"I'm so happy Yoojin!"

"Me too... Johnny."

I threw my hands around his shoulders and cried into them. But not from feeling worthless or sad or hurt.

I'm happy.

I'm more than happy.

I've only ever felt like this when Johnny first confessed. But back then I didn't know how to express myself. Now I can, and I did.

"Johnny... I'm so happy. I can't bel-"

"Shh..."

He shushed me, pulling out of the hug. He held my face and kissed me. I deepened our kiss, feeling more open and honest with him than ever.

I love him. He's the man who brought meaning to my life, gave me a purpose, loved me when even I couldn't love myself.

Nothing can destroy this. Our life, our love.

Our new little happiness.

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