The public already found out. It's my fifth month, and my tummy was quite obvious to people around us, so it was only the right time to tell.
Johnny started getting lesser schedules, and I would work only on days he did have. He still had to go almost everyday, just working hours were cut down.
Today was a free day for most of the 127 members. Johnny decided to film a JCC episode, and this time the two of us shopping at IKEA for the baby. He's done one before with Jaehyun, but apparently he wanted to show people what we're doing about the baby and stuff.
If you ask me, I think Johnny's ego of being a father is higher than a building in Chicago. He's always touching my tummy when I do his make-up, or telling the members how the baby responds to his voice a lot. Especially Mark who only seems to get more and more curious how pregnancy and babies works.
"Yoojin let's get this shelf."
"But don't we already have a book shelf? We could just empty it an-"
"Nope. I want to buy my child new things as long as I can afford. They shall never use second hand, I will only give them the best!"
I'm always worried about him using too much money. Maybe because back then, I had to think about our family budget before buying even a meal outside. Now both of us are paid well, especially him obviously.
But with the decreased work we go for, I'm worried...
"Stop worrying so much, it pressures the baby. Come on, I found the perfect bed!"
I can tell when she worries about what. Her expression and the moment we're in says it all.
My philosophy is, as long as I have the money for it, I only want my family to have the best.
Of course I'm not going to spoil my children. Yoojin wouldn't like that at all. But whatever they need, I will give them the best.
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I stood in the center of the room. We had three spare bedrooms, so one is now the baby's room. Johnny even went all out and had it painted already. Of course, we wouldn't know what his future favourite colour would be, but Johnny decided to just have a light pastel blue and white theme.
Oh, and it's a boy. Regardless of gender, I'm glad Johnny is happy. I still remember what he said just before the doctor came in with the results.
"Baby, what do you want it to be?"
"I don't know. I would like a girl to dress her up and all that. But I'd also like a boy to play around with. How about you?"
"I don't care. As long as they're healthy, I don't care about what our child is."
She's teared up again. I still smile whenever I remember her reaction when we found out. I was happy, but Yoojin had a different expression. I didn't know what it was at first, but then I realised it.
She wasn't worried about the gender after what I told her. She was more worried about the baby itself. She looked relieved when we were told the baby was in good health.
"You looked... What happened?"
"I was scared. You wanted nothing but a healthy baby. I'm... I'm sick in so many ways. I'm anaemic, asthmatic, I'm slow i-"
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Fanfiction(under reconstruction) Yoojin wrote, every week, at the same time, She wrote about everything, But she never expected anyone to read, Especially the person, or people, her writings directed to, The ones who were the only cause of her smile and laugh...
