I guess things are back to normal. We're home now, and I'm back to getting make-up done for the boys. Best thing I guess would be that I stopped acting like before.
I stopped hiding and keeping to myself. I stopped saying bad things about myself. Basically, I stopped whatever Johnny told me to stop.
But one thing didn't stop. The nightmares still came at least thrice a week. And everytime Johnny would wake up. I felt bad because he almost always has a schedule, and he might get tired because of me.
So I decided to talk to him. That's what he tells me to do from now on, open up my feelings, and just talk. We sat for dinner together at home, which was rare since we're always so busy, so I thought it's the perfect time.
"Johnny..."
"Yes baby?"
"I'm... I'm sorry you always have to wake up when I have nightmares. I know how tired you get the next day, and... Please, if it's any bother to you, just tell me. I hate to see you getting exhausted, and your probably sick of it by now, an-"
I leaned forward, and pecked her lips making her stop. She's cute when she starts rambling, but I also wanted her to stop saying these things. I don't like it. It's true that I have to wake up almost every night, and I do feel tired during the day, but it doesn't matter to me.
As long as she's safe, I'm happy.
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Fanfiction(under reconstruction) Yoojin wrote, every week, at the same time, She wrote about everything, But she never expected anyone to read, Especially the person, or people, her writings directed to, The ones who were the only cause of her smile and laugh...
